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melegimlg.bsky.social
Anxious Bookworm
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What comes out of my mouth “I need you to respect my boundaries.” What I’m thinking in my head “go fuck yourself.” My filter seems to be working great this week.

I fucking hate this day.

I am often surprised by my children’s sheer audacity. They do things that I would have never even dreamed of as a child. When I reflect on it, it’s because I was legitimately afraid of my parents. Which makes me really grateful for the relationship I have with my kids. Although also exhausting.

Ugh. Dang. Why is being emotionally healthy so hard?

I feel like this is an omen.

A few days ago I was proud because I mostly stayed on budget for my three kids. But now that gifts are wrapped, placed under the tree, and stockings are hung, I have horrible guilt over how small and empty it all looks.

I need more Touch Her and 💀book recs!

I don’t think I’m going to ever going to recover from the first 35 years of my life.

Just over here sitting in front of my entire family and avoiding their conversations by reading demon smut. While they talk about leaving the theater in the middle of the movie because Wicked was offensive and evil… 😈

I need to read 19 books between now and the end of December. Challenge accepted! 😵‍💫😅

I think I want bangs.

I’ve started/finished 5 books in the past 17 days. I’m not sure what magic this is but I pray it somehow continues.

If I can’t bring my book then I’m not going.

I haven’t bought a new book since July. I think it’s time for a relapse.

Did I just google “How to tell people no”? Yes. Yes I did. And here’s the AI results in case you also need reminders 🫣😅

Life is pretty tough when you live with someone who is an expert in hurting your feelings.

It wasn’t until I started therapy that I learned this is my go to trauma response. I’m 100% a fawner.

I totally thought I was playing it cool, but today my body is betraying me. I cannot fall asleep and my stomach is in knots.

My book guilty pleasure is the over protective “touch her and die” vibes. Give me aaaaalllllllllll of the recs.

My first ever loaf of sourdough wasn’t a complete fail. Ugly as sin but tasty enough.

I absolutely believe that two souls can be connected and feel each other. It’s not something I believed until I had children. But once I became aware of the feeling it became unmistakable.

One of my many toxic traits is always saying “Nope! I’ve got it!” when someone asks me if I need help…even if I really do need help.

Reassurance is the love language of an individual with trauma.

Watching Practical Magic and crying like a baby.

It’s so beautiful how people can use music to communicate things that regular words just can’t get across.

I need a break. And a manicure. And a new book.

I am very unused to being bored.

I know my story starts with your name.

Makes me think about my guy… music.apple.com/us/album/whe...

When you’re a curly girl and thought your hair was getting straiter due to hormones, meds, and body changes. But it turns out you just needed a haircut.

I did zero prep work on a Ren Fair costume because I was sure I have enough magical attire in my wardrobe to just pull something off….. And I don’t. And now I’m freaking out. How is this even possible????

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'Cause I'm a real tough kid I can handle my shit They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it" and I did

I just found out that it takes TWO FULL DAYS to make a loaf of sourdough bread. I had dough idea that it was so kneedy.

The song my heart needs to hear. music.apple.com/us/album/com...

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Everything sucks.

She believed she could, but she forgot so she didn’t. #adhd

Things I would lick the pavement for: Laundry to fold itself 3 year old to be potty trained A day at the spa Starbucks

Really sick of having a life full of people who half ass it. Either show up or don’t.

It was a rough day. And I just spent the last 30 minutes eating cookies, dancing, and playing keepy uppy with my kids — all at the same time.

If you have testicles hanging off of the bottom of your truck, then I feel like I already know everything there is to know about you.

Nothing feels as glamorous as driving a minivan to a semi formal event in 95* weather.

Because of the way I was raised, asking for help puts me in extreme emotional and physical distress. So trying to teach my children to freely ask for help is really difficult sometimes.

@rainbowofcrazy.bsky.social I don’t know you, but you ❤️basically all of my posts and I just wanted to say that I’m grateful for you.

I was today years old when I found out that everyone in my family considers me a hippie. So that’s kinda cool.