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Hello besties 🥰 firstly I want to say thank you so much for all your kindness and messages during this fucked health time for me and secondly I want to apologise for worrying people by suddenly vanishing 🫶 I got out of hospital then ended up back in then got out again and I’m still dealing with shit

submitted 7 days ago • 1 comment

Hello I’m hanging in there 💖 I’ve had 35+ bags of potassium in my PICC line in 3 days. I’ve stopped counting bc it’s that fucked and I can’t keep up. I’m having the drinks too, they just cannot get on top of it. Deficient in vitamin k, thiamine, phosphate, sodium, I can’t even remember the rest 💀

submitted 32 days ago • 5 comments

Crying about Mac Miller again 😭 if anyone comes across Balloonerism deluxe box set please consider selling to me 🫶 with all this sickness I missed my chance

submitted 33 days ago • 2 comments

It’s been a BIG day and I am so tired so I’ll be replying later but THE NASAL GASTRIC TUBE IS OUT, WE CHEER!!! One less thing to run to the toilet with. Starting another 6 bags of potassium because we can’t stabilise it - legit would have had 15 bags of it in less than 24 hours 😂 Onwards 🎉

submitted 33 days ago • 2 comments

The way some friends have treated me since being SO sick is to quite literally ignore me. It’s really easy to support your chronically ill friends, first take your head out of your ass and remember other issues exist outside of your own world. I just can’t believe I’m almost 30 dealing with this 😭

submitted 33 days ago • 4 comments

I tried to check out 748493 times this morning at 5am whilst my cannula was ripped out and spraying blood everywhere and I did not secure the vinyl 😂

submitted 33 days ago • 2 comments

I have sat here buying too many things to make myself feel better and need to publicly call myself out bc I don’t even have money to spend 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

submitted 34 days ago • 2 comments

My knees have tripled in size (I have rheumatoid arthritis) and all the steroids and fluids are fucking me up and it feels like worms are crawling under my skin 🤢

submitted 34 days ago • 1 comment

If anyone sees Laufey Valentine heart vinyl drop pls grab me one 🫶💖 I’m so desperate for it but I reckon I’ll miss out bc time zones/ drugged up

submitted 34 days ago • 0 comments

I know it’s bad when I utter the words ‘not even Taylor Swift could fix me’ lol. Today’s surprise addition is fucked up gallbladder that may need to be removed before the other surgery. Senior team are meeting tomorrow to discuss what the fuck is happening inside of me. You have to laugh 😆

submitted 34 days ago • 2 comments

I need more than 1 minute to film health update videos here 😭

submitted 34 days ago • 0 comments

Thank you so much everyone for the kind and caring words 😭💖🫶

submitted 34 days ago • 1 comment

PICC line is finally in!!! Starting TPN today so I can stop literally starving. Going to discuss bowel surgery today and also need an ultrasound bc suspected gallbladder infection lol. We keep on battling and persevering 💪

submitted 34 days ago • 17 comments

Proud of my besties leaving twitter 🫶 People have been justifying staying on there but a Nazi salute is the god damn END (I know there is other horrifying things too). It’s time to go, remember your values and beliefs, make future you proud of yourself 💖

submitted 34 days ago • 2 comments

What did you think I'd say to that? Does a scorpion sting when fighting back? They strike to kill and you know I will

submitted 34 days ago • 0 comments

Haven’t eaten in 8 days yet there’s always reserved energy to hate these cunts (I wish you could all see how sick I am and how funny it is my crippled ass is popping off when the wind could blow and I’d topple over bc I’m so frail but ILL STILL TAKE THEM DOWN)

submitted 34 days ago • 0 comments

Me rising from the depths of deep sickness, bowel obstructions and many infections to hate on Trump and Elon from my hospital bed

submitted 34 days ago • 2 comments

pls know my account is a safe space for everyone EXCEPT if you support trump. i don’t want you here and we are not the same type of humans.

submitted 34 days ago • 0 comments

Oh, come on! At the inauguration? Are you f*cking ketamine with this?

submitted 35 days ago • 1877 comments

Everyone needs the 22 hat today so badly as a distraction 💖

submitted 34 days ago • 0 comments

surely taylor nation realise that if they stay on twitter/X after this then they’ll be supporting Eln Msk and all he stands for cough nazism cough. SURELY

submitted 35 days ago • 11 comments

Mine got hacked and it’s simply in the bin now. If someone is tweeting as me I apologise, they legit won’t give me access bc they’re fuckwits so it is what it is

submitted 35 days ago • 1 comment

yall better be deleting your twitter accounts after el*n literally doing the nazi salute. if you’re seriously gonna keep it after that, block me please

submitted 35 days ago • 8 comments

All aboard

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments

Is it scary to open TikTok? Should I steer clear?

submitted 35 days ago • 1 comment

Sending so much love to my US friends. This is so terrifying and whatever you are feeling right now is valid. My DMs are open if you need a rant or just a friend 🫶🏼❤️

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments

Excluding my ex, I have never truly wished HELL on any human before but we’re adding two to the list today 🙂‍↕️ get your freezer spells and voodoo dolls ready

submitted 35 days ago • 1 comment

submitted 35 days ago • 526 comments

How do I not get mad about this stuff omg my heart is breaking for everyone to the depths of my core I am so fucking sorry you have to hear this stuff and it’s going to continue 😭

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments

AND I SAY THIS WITH MY WHOLE DAMN CHEST

submitted 35 days ago • 9 comments

I need to stay off Trump stuff today which is gonna be so hard but I can’t get worked up bc I have so many scans and getting PICC lines today so it’ll affect my heart if I firing off

submitted 35 days ago • 1 comment

I have just woken up to being told I probs have a gallbladder infection on top of everything then open my phone and saw Trumps bullshit omfg and I’m so mad for everyone holy shittttt

submitted 35 days ago • 1 comment

Ty for my mini rant, I’m going insane from this shit treatment and the straight up stupidity. Who waits until 6pm to be like hey so we ran out of your fucking MEDS!?!

submitted 35 days ago • 2 comments

I’m literally in starvation malabsorption state confirmed by dietitian and I can’t absorb medication and this fucking nurse is like ‘why won’t you just try the Panadol tablets’ and I’m like BITCH HAVE YOU HEARD ANY DR TODAY, I DO NOT ABSORB IT, IT COMES OUT MY STOMACH TUBE OH MY GOD BRO

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments