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My bladder got harvested on 12/19! 6-8 week recovery if theres no problems. (There have been problems) Still have to rig my model and I grossly underestimated how bad recovery would be. First stream day tbd Chronically Chill and Ready for a Thrill 🩷
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Im healthyish and will be working strictly on everything I need to get done. I still won’t be around too much right now but I’m excited for the near future where I share myself and my time with a beautiful community.

*insert ppg music*

The state of my mental health right now is very fragile. But im pushing through.

clips.twitch.tv/ScrumptiousB... Mimsy mentioned!!! #jfdarhk

I got air tags for my cat after he got stuck in a tree in the woods for three days. We also now have tree climbing spikes in case it happens again. The lengths i go for my babies.

Pronouns are nice but what are yalls adjectives? I'll start: I'm chaotic/hungry.

Im going to add some more depth to this at some point. My brain maxxed out cuz i was sick but looking at it now, i see places i want to add deeper shadows

On my way to the hospital :(

Im really sick again, so i kind of hurried thru finishing this :( but i still like it ^^ #deadbydaylight #dbd #dbdfanart #theunknown #fengmin

Just when things felt like they were going back to normal, I got sick. Im in so much pain and have a near 102 fever. I go to the hospital if i cant get it under control. Im heart broken.

Im getting back into the swing of things one day at a time 😊

Next stage of my boy. Rendering some time soon. #deadbydaylight #dbd #dbdfanart #theunknown

Drawin my favorite lil guy #deadbydaylight #dbd #dbdfanart

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Had to speed it up to be under 60 seconds per blueskys rules Dx Didnt get too many games in before i got fatigued, this Dweet was a goofer. We all died at 5 gens btw 🀌🏻🀌🏻 #deadbydaylight #dbd

I did in fact wake up too fatigued and nauseous and my husband got off work early and brought me home spicy food without calling to ask so now im in pain i love it here

I woke up to pee, gonna go back to sleep hoping i don't wake up too fatigued and nauseous so i can play some games! Since i cant stream yet, im gonna try and get some fun clips for the time being ^.^

Whoopsie, made an oopsie! We have 94 pages of transcription from my abusers 2.5 hr long confrontation with his peers :) Refining and sending it to the FBI soon. Sorry if everyone thought Id move on from this! Im not going anywhere and this is a part of my lore now 🫰🏻 #PimpuigiisaPredator

I changed some things

My chosen mama sent me a bunch of stuff for recovery, including this cute lotion!

Hey #deadbydaylight community i need more girlyfriends to play w and become besties with where are you Dx

I was wearing them in the wrong orientation Dx

Im gonna play dbd 😈 my wounds shant stop me today

I want to play dbd so fugn much, its so isolating being stuck in bed with a strict medical maintenance schedule to keep πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«

My wedding ring and engagement ring finally 🫰🏻

This is what goes in to my stoma. Every 2-3 hours atm. Yeah. Its at least another week before im gaming again πŸ₯Ί

The tube removal hurt beyond expectation and now i have more medical PTSD 🀌🏻

The only hawk tuah im familiar with

Anyways slay

I sit here atleast once a day thinkn ab a girl who lied about her involvement in outting my abuser after she sent me in to a terrible panic attack and made me feel unsafe, makin me change my UN and feeling isolated asf and then continued to act like an ally in public but was threatening me in priv.

I still havent made it across the house to my desk to play dbd but i get all the external medical atuff pulled out on Friday, so im really hoping for more mobility and comfort!

I got some gauze wrap and compressed my abdomen. It helps so much!!! In going to try and play some dbd when i wake up (around 3pm EST) does anyone wanna play w me! Im out of practice and still hella in recovery, be easy on me!

I hurt.

I miss dead by daylight ;-; My tubes get removed in a week. I hope that means ill be more comfortable and can hopefully start sitting at my pooter again

HEY Y'ALL! Kind of a huge announcement, but I am opening commissions! Currently offering Pokémon inspired pixel arts from $3 and full body digital paintings from $10 Boosts are appreciated ❀️ ko-fi.com/elliemarsh/c...

Something Id like to eventually be able to do is make and rig models for people who may not normally be able to purchase a model but at a much lower price than the "industry standard." I have the time and privilege to do so, while still giving myself some extra income. I hope I get to that place.

My hospital corresponded with me by calling me my middle name, not my first name, denied continued pain management, and now im pissed :)

Just took my first shallow bath and detangled my hair. I feel pathetic and exhausted. I cant imagine a future where im comfortable and just existing.