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morphizn.bsky.social
Professional recording musical artist | Mod for custom game client Geometrix GDPS | 21 years old | 🐈 | Occasionally shares dumb thoughts & reposts artwork/photography
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existing sure is tiring

after sleeping on a couch for almost a year, i've officially upgraded to my own bed & room winning

forgot to make a birthday post here, whoops i have aged

listening to some of my older sister's fav songs from when i was little and thinking about how long it's been since i was happy like that

do i seem unapproachable to anyone? it feels like it's so difficult to get anyone to interact with me at all

now 7

snow today

days without self harm: 0

ive made up my mind. this will be the year i give up. it's officially too much

i can't even be surprised anymore. '25 is shaping up to be just as miserable as ever

doing finger independence exercises up and down the fretboard is becoming easier. i've been trying to focus on that lately & so far it's working

i feel like i'm defective. so much is wrong with me now that i'll never be loved

i've gotten to a point of loneliness to where i don't know what to do about it anymore

on the bright side i'm gonna look at another house today

it's all the stress from everything happening lately. that & i have worked for 2 weeks straight

today is another day. had to leave work early because i wasn't feeling well & i'm prone to seizures i guess

didn't get to do anything i wanted today & i ended up wasting it rotting/scrolling. this sucks

Rate my setup.

today is another day. rehearsal cancelled so idk what to do with my day

today is another day. i was late to work & i kept waking up last night due to all the stress

if there's anything this has taught me, it's that u can't fix broken people. because broken people are the only ones that can fix themselves.

today is another day.

i have never felt so alone & lied to. to think i never had anyone to begin with

today is another day.

i think i understand what people mean when they say they had to grow up too fast. to be so young to have experienced so much of life & it's cruelty... it's like i never got a chance to be young and naive in the way most others my age do. it's an isolating & soul crushing feeling

why do i delude myself?

today is another day. got some much needed sleeping in & i'm getting ready for that shift i picked up

it's crazy how much time can go by and yet somehow u can manage to keep in touch

ended up picking up the shift tomorrow. will have to wait until saturday for another day off

made it through! good god am i exhausted. might have to cover a shift tomorrow too though

i've gotten TWO breaks today. if i'm lucky i might be able to leave early & sleep 😭

Smile #illustration #FGO #徐福 #γ‚€γƒ©γ‚Ήγƒˆ #art

so far it's going well. one of the deadest sundays i've seen in a while

today is another day. 3rs of sleep 😭 but i'll survive

i managed to get another song done. kinda wasted a lot of time today, ngl. hoping not to stay up too late

today is another day. i want to get the rest of these guitar tracks recorded

i managed to get one song done tonight! gonna try and get two more done tomorrow

finally gonna track guitars today, this has been delayed for ages

honestly, that shift went pretty well all things considered. i got a lot more done than my coworker did but i think scheduling was more of an issue than anything :p