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mothsandbones.bsky.social
πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ any pronouns 23yo international relations&sociology student tw mental illnes issues mostly shitposting personal diary
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nie rozumiem jak ja mam kirwa znajomych jak doslownie jestem taka chujowa osoba i co nie rozumiem tego, jakim sposobem ludzie ze mna chca spedzac czas i w ogole mnie znac

nie mam juz nadziji na lepsze jutro, obiecalem sobie, ze jak dojdzie do takiego stanu to po prostu no, ale nie jestem w stanie tego zrobic, bo jestem kurwa pizda

jestem tak glupi, ze to jest glowa mala, wszystko mnie przerasta, nie mam na nic sily, tylko gapie sie w ten sufit gdy ten sam tik tok leci po raz setny

nie mam sily juz walczyc o cokolwiek szczerze juz mam to wszystko gdzies to znaczy nie mam ale mam

juz nie wytrzymuje szczerze powinni mnie zamknac gdzies, najlepiej zabic, nie zaslugije na zadne dobre rzeczy tylko bol i cierpienie

u know what i deserve this pain iam experiencing rn

i am so fucking pathetic, i want to fucking pierdolnac glowa o sciane i miec swiety spokoj

i want to learn but i will never be satisfied cause ther is so much more to know about everything so i dont even start

i make too many mistakes when i post shit and well i should work on my english

i want to hit my head to the wall and just stop the overthinking and tbh my whole life just let me die

like literally how the fuck i am fuctioning in this society and whit everyone around me like everyone around me is so fucking smart and i am the dumbest of all

im so fucking dumb there is no hope for me

can i stop thinking for a minute? thanks in advance

i understand now

i want to be left alone and at the same time i know its bad for me bad u know what i deserve to be left alone and be hated by everyone

i feel like shit

i will never be smart enough i will always be fucking too dumb for some and too smart for some and i dont want to be in the middle why am i never enough

i’ll never be enough for myself and it’s a shame u know

if theres a god or anything like this just take me in my sleep i dint want to do this shit anymore

nah i am done with this life

the internal shame and judgement of everything i said and done

i dont think i am strong enough to keep going

too much to proces too much to think about too much of everything

i mean i just dont want to be here

u know what i fucking want to kill myself

which crystal will help me haunt his dreams

"you busy?" yes i'm listening to music

this year started with crying, self harming and conflicts i hate my life and this year

At heart, I'm a lover girl who just wants people to be kind to each other... in reality, I've become super cynical and distrusting bc people keep proving me wrong

i guess this new year, is actually gonna be a new me

I hate when people are like β€œdon’t worry it’s all in your head” yeah that’s the worst possible place it could be

im not self-destructive, im just suicidal

you know what i need to stfu and just die

i feel so nauseous and sick

i want to hit my head to the wall and just stop the overthinking and tbh my whole life just let me die

headphones aren’t enough, i need to fuck the song

Więc mówicie, że zamachowiec z Magdeburga okazał się być zwolennikiem AfD, który nie lubi islamu, więc chciał rozhuśtać nastroje w tym temacie swoim czynem?

i cant stop thinking

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Take it slow #illustration

Looking at stars #illustration

I like to tell people I'm "battling my demons." It sounds so much cooler than sitting around knowing why I suck and wondering why that doesn't fix it

ME: [extremely burnt out] I need to take the day off to relax ALSO ME: I wonder if there is a way that I could relax that would be more productive

one year closer to death

i am too eepy for this big world

"ur so quiet" we have nothing in common

what right wingers mean when they say immigrant

I'm funny. I'm honest. I'm all heart. I'm intelligent. I'm empathetic. I overthink. I self-sabotage. I run when I should stay. I stay when I should run. I'm beaten. I'm bruised. I'm broken. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying.