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eating a can of soup every day is letting me tap into my roots of pretending i was living in a zombie apocalypse where i had to ration the food as a child

submitted 15 days ago • 0 comments

sometimes it feels so hopeless and that therapy will never help me get better because i’ll never fully open up about my eating disorder. it’s because i don’t want help and i don’t want recovery

submitted 20 days ago • 0 comments

i’m trying so hard to distract myself from eating until at least tomorrow night, i wish i never started buying groceries again

submitted 25 days ago • 0 comments

grieving the death of my mother and being balls deep in my eating disorder has turned me into such a hateful, bitter, jealous, and angry person

submitted 26 days ago • 1 comment

maybe my reward for when i’m back under 95 will be sushi again

submitted 40 days ago • 1 comment

the loseit website is painfully outdated

submitted 54 days ago • 0 comments

happy new year, i hope in 2025 everyone can get to the point where they feel comfortable with who they are and how they look and they can recover

submitted 61 days ago • 0 comments

wait edsky what’s with the influx of alt/backup accounts are people getting suspended or is it a just in case thing?

submitted 66 days ago • 3 comments

i’m debating soft announcing that i relapsed 4 months ago to my best friends, i haven’t told them about my eating disorder so i’m scared but i never talk about my mental illness and i need someone to listen to me i’m writing a general statement about my mental illness(es) but i don’t want recovery

submitted 74 days ago • 1 comment

i can’t believe i’m turning 21 soon wow i’m so ready for my eating disorder to magically go away so i can leave online ed spaces forever /s

submitted 76 days ago • 0 comments

i have a lump on my inner thigh and a family history of cancer but i don’t know how to get it checked out without them asking about my weight loss and if it was on purpose or accidental and if they press about it being on purpose

submitted 84 days ago • 2 comments

sushi time

submitted 85 days ago • 0 comments

seaweed salad with chili flakes, a rainbow roll, and a california roll 🍣

submitted 85 days ago • 0 comments

as much as i hate edtwt and twitter as a whole and i want to make the full move to edsky, i have so many mutuals on edtwt that i’d miss talking to

submitted 86 days ago • 0 comments

it this a safe space for me to admit when i get really, really desperate i turn to weight loss subliminals and delude myself into thinking they work

submitted 87 days ago • 3 comments

why did i look up how much people gain on average from the holidays, why did the results say 1-4 pounds, and why did i gain 5+ pounds instead yes, it’s food weight but seeing it do damage on the scale and in the mirror is torture to me

submitted 91 days ago • 0 comments

for everyone on edsky who’s dreading thanksgiving, we’re all disordered and it’s easier said than done, but enjoy these moments with your loved ones and make memories with them, even if it means eating food. it’s a once a year event and you deserve to relish in it. i hope you all have good days

submitted 95 days ago • 0 comments

fish time

submitted 97 days ago • 1 comment