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!triggering content¡ 18 ♰ he/him trans ☾   “ 𝔥𝔬𝔴 𝔡𝔬 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔴𝔥𝔢𝔫 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔱𝔬𝔭 ” pro recovery please just block me if you don't like my page! https://orenda.straw.page #edsky #disordered
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genuinely cannot decipher wether I want to masterbate or cut more. my body wants something I jus don't know what😭

I haven't cut in like a month guys what da flip... I just cut and I forgot how good it felt (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠) I won't post pictures cause idk how strict moderation is since I've been gone ...

downloaded Grindr and I'm TERRIFIED to used a picture of my own face like 😭

since everyone is making alt acc this is mine :3 lambsheart.bsky.social

made a cucumber salad thing but i only had gochugaruchili oil and ginger so its ki da sad but it's not actually bad😭 I'm estimating it at 150 cals cause I didnt measure anything properly but yeah. very tasty

if my scales say I'm @40kg one more time I'm going to literally cut off all my skin because HOW.

on ofmy friends drunkenly said "will you stop for me" and it was genuinely the funniest and most awkward thing ever 😭

I'm gonna redo my into later but ye

I want to be FUCKED 💔

guys I'm 18 what da flip!!?

"Puppy want a treat?" Arf Arf!! Yes!! *wags tail* validation would also be nice!! Woof woof!

was about to reweigh myself cause... yeah no way I believe that I hit my goal but I'm my period started today(fuck you) so.. I have to wait a week

favourite thing to do as a man? wear cutesy ass underwear. no one will ever see it no one will ever know 😈🙏🏻

how much do we actually think Viktor from arcane actually weighs. I need a goal rn #ed #edsky #catipillarsky

tw sh cut again lmfoaoo it stings a bunch rn. it's a reward for actually hitting my gw I finks #sh #selfharm #slitsky #cutspo #shsky #988sky #shedsky #shedtwt

tw sh anywasy new cuts guys :3 small sesh cause I am tired... #sh #selfharm #shsky #slitsky #cutspo #988sky #shedsky #shtwt

thats a lie I JUST ate my dinner (rice 170cals) and I don't want to make myself cry lmfaooa

weighing myself again and taking EVERYTHING off just to make sure I genuinely cannot believe I made it to my gw

I genuinely think my scale is broken alr cause there's no fucking way I'm 36kg rn

birthday is this week. I'm super excited can you tell how excited I am rn can you tell how happy I am for this

tw sh I keep forgetting to post... teehee anywasy I wanna Kms but I'm too scared so I won't but yeah #sh #shsky #slitsky #cutspo #988sky #shedsky #shtwt #selfharm

BHT I threw up so that's a plus ig

i drank lastnight and I'm still slightly fucking drunk after waking up I'm so fucked guys. I'm actually so depressed it's not funny lmfaoos

officially going pescitarian. (I told my mum) is this just a ploy to make sure that I eat exactly what I want when I'm forced back to live with my parents during summer?? basically.

life hack just make disgusting food so u can't eat it! (I am actually devastated that my food was gross I was so excited to have ramen then I added cheese 😨 never again)

never ending question of "is my tummy sore or am I just hungry or am I gonna throw up" fighting for my LIFE.

I always cut while listening to music and im ngl jazz/20-50s music is best... like yesss!!! I am some closeted gay man afraid to be myself!!!

tw sh I always cut sm deeper on my left thigh (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) #sh #shsky #slitsky #cutspo #988sky #shedsky #selfharm #shsky

i ate so much yesterday... totally not just to give myself an excuse to cut myself again lmfao (⁠◕⁠દ⁠◕⁠)

Here’s a meme I made because I’m feeling extra suicidal today #988twt #988sky

This is what I inspire to be ⋮ #caterpillarsky

tw sh yum! before and after:3 #sh #shsky #slitsky #cutspo #988sky #shedsky #selfharm #shtwt

the fact that i'll never be thin enough for my brain is harrowing to say the least