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18, Norse Pagan, Some flavour of poet wannabe linguist, free thinker, and pioneer for a better tomorrow
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Update, slightly crazy but we getting betterrrrrr

Situationship progress made, potential for a start maybe? I want to rearrange the universe to mirror her image so the swathes of the universe can proportionately experience HER #delusional #poetry #obsessed #love #blowmypageuppleaseiwannamakehistory

Scared of being 40 and still loving the same eyes I fell in love with at 18

I promise all y'all that see this that I'm some flavour of okay. I just yearn too hard and am majorly deprived of any attention #yearning #genz #deprived

Gave me hope, let me learn to love you and I think we're getting to a good point Just to say the things I couldn't have with you because you don't want them with anyone You give to another because he's easier Yea fuck you and your feelings too You weren't an option, you were needed I was discarded

What if your only talking to me now to pull away harder Just to see if you could keep getting me?

Trying to carve you out of the space I made for you Is like condemning a linguist to silence for a lifetime To have passion for words, and the abstractions they convey Yet unable to belay the message of your own heart Ripping out my own, to save from you further destroying me #poetry #love

....and another thing.

Inheritance From a poor family Inheriting genealogical pain Inheriting dependence On the very thing killing my namesake A world, On the verge of death Inherited by dreamers, visionaries, With not a way to break the cycle The only thing set to be mine Is the rest of my bloodlines failed attempts

the new SanDisk logo makes me wanna start klepping shards, because why is 32gb 44 damn dollars?

Kinda scared to get my mini Cooper running right, might actually hurt myself in a vehicle that small...

Every conversation you make my heart cry My eyes bleed And I fall further in love Why can't we talk about it? Why can't "us" as some form of thing be? Love You, Fuck You, Mean it. #poetry #love #hurt #limerence #yearning

How are you gonna be upset because he's mad that you care, but when I tried to care you pushed me away. How can you not care for me but for him? Love you, fuck you, mean it. "Boyfriend" by Dove Cameron, I absolutely would be

The hope you have my heart Could only be compared The way an artists soul lights up Over their art being revered Even in death The love I wanted to give was equal to the world The love you gave me was equal to a forgotten houseplant #poetry #love #philosophical

guys, don't tell her she's gorgeous, spend the rest of your lives trying to tell her "if art should be perceived as beautiful in many ways, just a percentage of your gorgeousness should amount to all the world's fine art galleries" - Howie #poetry #beauty #wordart

the page of my moleskine, where I poured everything I am out. was nothing more than kindling to fuel your restless, fire filled being. damning every bit of who I was to your shadow. #poetry

AI's primary focus shouldn't be on art, but rather completing task, solving complex problems, and helping us move towards a more fruitful and supportive society for us all. Rather is has been a tool of infringement, piracy, and is taking away the one thing unique to humans. ART, LOVE, PASSION

I wonder sometimes How you are Are your eyes still wonder blue or have they too turned grey as mine Your hair still the colour of warm Autumn or the lonely brown that clings to post winter

they say time can heal most any wound but what is failed to be mentioned is the time spent unable to grieve this time festers and worsens alongside the scribbled passages of heartbroken scribes #poetry #losspoetry #lovepoetry #originalpiece

You’re not violating a reading rule if you opt not to finish a book that's not resonating with you. Life is finite and we thus have a finite number of books to read. Reading shouldn’t be a chore. You needn’t feel guilty for ensuring that your time reading is spent reading things that you love.

My moleskine being scratched by my pen is the most therapeutic thing

Crazy ain't it? #poetry