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notscicomm.bsky.social
actually a creature queer, autistic, and mad microbiology PhD student (she/her)
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For me being #autistic and #neurodivergent in general is like speaking only 15% of the local language. But people refuse to believe I cannot "just learn" the rest of the language. They think if I "just put a bit more effort in" I can be normal like them.

Ok, this fucking rocks. Everyone should be able to use the bathroom when they're out and about.

This brings joy

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Developmental Language Disorder (previously Specific Language Impairment) is a neurodevelopmental condition that I had never heard of. youtube.com/shorts/TBjXZ...

Name three books you've read at least twice: • The hunger games (trilogy) • To kill a mockingbird • The illustrated mum

CW: weight talk . . . . . Context: I used to have an eating disorder which involved ritualistically weighing myself. Now, I weigh myself 1-2 times a month because it can be a health indicator if weight changes for no reason.

I've submitted the report. Today was the deadline. I don't feel particularly good about it, but it's sufficiently "complete" to be given away. 🙈

There is a cursed beeping sound going on somewhere outside, so auditory belt and braces for now: both earplugs and noise cancelling headphones (for the music)

Started crying laughing at Taskmaster "We were the monsters, weren't we?" It's been a little while since I've felt such mirth.

Beautiful, thoughtful, and extremely useful approach to transitions for monotropic folks. All educators, partners, carers, and friends should know about this and work to employ it with more monotropic compatriots.

Consolidating a framework of autistic camouflaging strategies: An integrative systematic review journals.sagepub.com...

One awesome thing about the campus I'm on: 5 minute walk to feeling like I'm in the middle of nowhere. Although I can still hear distant cars, there are no human voices - just a choir of birds and branches and buzzing. I thought I was coming here to scream or cry, but I've quickly calmed down.

Everything looks like paper cutouts: hello derealization, it's been a while.

*screaming internally* why does it take so long to do things #TimeBlind

I finally have the right task and the right state of mind to just stay at home to get work done... and I've left my charger on campus!! 🥲

We need to get so much better as a society at proactively supporting the most vulnerable. The onus should not always be on the person struggling to know what is available, go through endless applications and assessments, etc… It’s so inaccessible & harmful.

This is interesting, and might be a useful way to frame getting any support from another person (eg. supervisor)

This seems like a useful framework for starting to think about burnout, it can be easy to just get stuck in a cycle of blah and not knowing what to do.

Yes, the alexithymia wheel. Sadness is a subtype of joy, right?

📌 This looks nice

I've written so many words today, I'm so close to the first messy "fuck it, it'll do" draft

We figured out how to open some more windows in the office! Woohoo!

I can see that most people I spend time with can generate speech faster than me and process complex speech from others faster than me. This is something I do not feel confident to ask for accommodations for.

I did a bit more than survive today, but I'm feeling pretty anxious this evening. For no reason. No reason required. But this is a good cat.