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Aging bear dad, recently widowed, beagle dad to Seamus. mcm, Disney, English monarchy, gardening, vintage disco and new wave, cozy murder mysteries.
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“We're all alone on the stage tonight We've been told we're not afraid of you”

We are all visitors to this time, this place. We are just passing through. Our purpose here is to observe, to learn, to grow, to love…and then we return home.

And now my sweet Fergus has gone to join his Dad in the great beyond….it just leaves Seamus and I. I’m not sure how much more I can take 😭

Friday night at the manor

Feeling broken today

“Just being alive It can really hurt And these moments given Are a gift from time. Just let us try To give these to give these moments back To those we love To those that will survive.” ~ Kate Bush, Moments of Pleasure

I’m quickly learning that morning is the hardest. I’ve been sleeping fairly well, but when I wake up I always expect him to be there next to me. So I take a few minutes, have a good cry, then start the day. It’s a brand new world Roger.

The battle is over and my dear husband is at peace. I miss him already

It appears the long nightmare is slowly coming to an end. The husband gets moved to hospice on Monday. I’m not even sure how to cope with this all. It’s like some kinda of cosmic test to see how far we can push Roger til he snaps.

Well today we found out the husbands cancer has also infiltrated his liver and is starting liver failure. Two months at the most, meeting with hospice on Monday. 😭