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Reading /r/SuicideWatch is probably not the best way for me to start my day 🙃

Another day, another staring at my phone how do I do things argh

I went shoe shopping on my own! My prize is shoes that are comfortable. Now to run away (well, cycle away) #anxiety

Me a scared human

I'm not always anxious btw. I can do public speaking, can ask people out, can make official complaints when needed.

New anxiety thread! Let's see how many skeets I'll do on it over the next few days. There are multiple potential points of failure in my near future. Been crying and slapping myself in the street, as you do

Another day, another numb bum

Having a sit down in Butterfly Paradise in the hope that my glasses will clear!

Some things I hate: starting to have a shower, putting my socks on, making plans with someone (the future! fear of rejection!), asking for help (in some contexts), thinking about putting out the recycling when I don't know of6 the recycling bin down 2 flights of stairs has room in it, tidying.

Well this made me actual lol

Struggling to start today. Going to start my morning routine now (at 2pm). Shower, meds, dress, lunch, talk to myself kindlier than I want to.

Learned a word that I like - oggi (today). Also mi piace mangiare indeed

Curl into a ball or go outside? Meep.

Can I just not

Trying to remember that accepting the anxiety makes it less

I'm so much more confident on the road cycling than walking or socialising. Rules mmmmmm

Preparing to be social, woo eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh

Going out to buy a double burger from chain place ~for my health~. Anxious about leaving the flat, though I don't think I'm going to fall over.

Oh how I appreciate you Gianmarco. Your takes 😘

This is my "doing things is hard" face

True!!!

This sort of thinking is what remains of my Binge Eating Disorder (which I've had treatment for)

My panic to disco ratio is alarming.

Recovering from missing a planned train. Not out money, but waaah. Sitting in the sun with a decaf coffee, calming down. (Much hyperventilating.) I thought the train was at KX, but you know what Thought did... followed a muck cart and thought it was a wedding.

My god that must be a hot ladder.