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Okay my stomach hurts

I didn't track what I ate today either but something did gave diarrhea so

I was craving color so I changed my layout but idk

We got fresh fruit but it taste so bad wth. It was so expensive as well. Frozen fruit save me frozen fruit

I completely forgot about Sundays and I don't think I can't get out of fast food option without my mom making comments 😔

Super suicidal right now. I feel extremely angry and irritated. I also feel like crying so bad. I'm afraid is that time of the month again (luteal phase).

Guys I have like a stupid anxiety and I think is dumb 😔

Just had a delicious sandwich and I can't wait for tomorrow to make it again 😋

I am going to do it! This month is going to be No Music March. Also I'm going to try and declutter my phone.

🌸 March accountability 🌸 -🧵

The only thing I lost this month was my time 😔

My sister brought bolillos and they were so soft I ate three in one seating

everyone knows J̶a̶n̶u̶a̶r̶y̶ ̶.... February doesn't count✔️

I feel like I'm spiraling again 😖

I don't deserve to live

The clarity of last week is gone and I am once again in agony

Cute

What does my mom know? Will this be another dance that leads nowhere? Im so anxious.

Earlier today my mom brought me tacos to my work and as soon as I crossed the door she asked if I had eaten them or thrown them away

I wish I had the courage to do stuff I want but I feel so scared. Seeing people my age have a blast at the 🌈 event and knowing the only thing stopping me is my mind is just 😔 I just know little river would hate grown up river

It's cold and wet outside which means I'm sad again 😭

A new lolita drop and it's so fucking gorgeous but like always I wouldn't fit even in the XXL. It's so fucking triggering. I need to get skinny.

I haven't felt so... feminine? In such a long time 😭 Also I don't hate my boobs yuppie!!

I'm so locked in Im surfing through baking recipes 😎

"maybe if i lose weight ill stop being depressed"

17k steps today Ate all the foods I wanted Exercises done Exfoliated and moisturized Wearing a cute dress

Eating another Maruchan and my mom said I was going to get fat 😞 👍

Its time to weigh myself 😰

10k steps before 12pm 😚

That peanut butter sandwich was awful. The wasted calories 😞

Who the hell is shooting on Sunday smh. That woke me up for sure ಠ⁠ಗ⁠ಠ

I swear tomorrow I'm locking in again 😭

Tw suicide I don't know what's up with my brain but 90% is just suicidal thoughts rn. From the method to the right time so I can bleed out. All of this just keeps running in my mind over and over. I just want to say fuck it and do it.

Honestly why am I even here. I've been eating whatever I want and haven't done any steps. I don't know how to regain control

I might have to put my phone in my closet bc I have so much anxiety when I'm trying to sleep but my head hurts so bad

I have no safe foods