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Im teamed with everyones favorite coworker tomorrow and im esssiited :))))) yaaayyy easy shift hhehehehehehheheh

I wonder if he ever realized how much time passed when he sat on that computer m….

Oh my god i want breakfast burritos

In other news, i finally found a rythm game i can actually fucking play very well 😭😭😭😭

I can’t tell if this person is reaching out cause they actually want to, or if they’re only doing it cause someone told them too….

I think i saw my ex last night, but i was too busy thinking of tacos to really gaf

huh i wonder why the trump administration lied about releasing the full epstein files

Gonna reverse psychology myself into liking my job

Mmmmmmmmmmmm…. Diabetes.

My ex would imagine fucking his current “best friends” while he was fucking me black out drunk, unprompted btw… and would get very offended when would call him gay.

Its crashout season.

I deserved better.

I think he had way too much power over me… cause if rolls were reversed I would’ve stayed…

Maybe i should just… stay away from him.

He doesn’t want me talking about anything that happened between us in highschool… i wonder why.

Its the fact that in order for his roomates to stay with him they have to cut all ties with us. But sure… im the manipulative one

It took us breaking up and me cheating on him for him to be completely honest and open with me after years of me getting mad at him for being distant.

I literally didn’t know how good sex could feel until i met my current partner… i didn’t know how important lube was before my current partner.

But sure, call me abusive.

Its the fact that when he confronted me about my problems, i took full accountability and apologized, didn’t bither watering down his argument i listened and heard him out and did my beat to own up and apologize for what i did… When i did the same he went radio silent and ghosted me. Lmfao

He took my virginity in like the most violent way possible and laughed when i told him he hurt me… matter of fact he knew he hurt me and didn’t apologize.

He tried to call me a rapist for doing things he’s been doing since the start of our relationship…

I blamed myself so heavily in that relationship, over everything, even when it was something that bothered me i would blame myself for being bothered. He would call me crazy so much, i actually started believing it

The fact that while in the relationship I tried going to therapy to get help cause of how depressed i was and the fucking therapist even called him abusive to an extent, so i stopped going cause when i told him he laughed and asked if i brought up my issues… he was the issue. Lmfao

Coming to terms with the fact that I was abused in my last relationship has been kinda hard ngl…

Nah u don’t understand, if I didn’t have kids id probably be dead rn.

Its kinda funny seeing how much I’ve mentally checked out of life over the past 2 years…

This is what i get for harassing my ex 😭😂

Either way it doesn’t seem to be the case, it seems like a genuine interaction… i hate my brain for being so paranoid

Is this person genuinely reaching out or are they here to torment me 😭 like bro when have u been interested in talking with me.

Work has been fun. Im dreading working with a certain co-worker though 😭