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rory, 25, bee lord | he/him, ze/zir | love you, beck 9/26/90 - 4/20/22 ❤️ |
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People do not understand what a monster Reagan was. He’s in Hell now.

also i need to get back on psych meds but im TERRIFIED of restarting meds and then losing access again :)

texas is hell and i love (hate) having to plan to leave on terms that are not completely my own

if I were a nation, any nation, and hadn't yet cut all diplomatic and trade ties with the U.S., I would be so embarrassed

i <3 alarming people with my pain tolerance

being trans is a positive outcome and the only reason it wouldn't be is cis people

train station bathroom my beloathed

hbnnnnng i really need to invest in a suit (and also like a separate blazer i guess bc i imagine i'd utilize that more often) but FUCK my trans ass does not know shit about men's fashion or how not to look way too fem in it

sometimes u get a medical bill and u see all the shit ur insurance didn't cover and u go hmm. hmmmm. hmmmmmm >:(

I like when I get strident and people come back w/"who are YOU??" bitch I wrote "the cow song" it was on the hound chronicles. uh huh. yeah. now suddenly you got nothin to say

i have a memorial for my stepbrother tomorrow followed by going to my aunt's to go through my nana's stuff (since she passed a month ago) and a chunk of that includes stuff that was my mom's that my nana held onto and im like. man. tomorrow is gonna be a LOT of feelings

btw if you are not acquainted with the hippo his name is William and he’s a friend to all

really struggling to understand the “this is the bridge too far/we’re better than this” vibe among people whose values of tolerance and peaceful solutions I generally share — and proudly! But how can anyone still be buying “we’ll solve the inequities of health care through peaceful change”? 1/3

i love having traumatizing personal life bullshit happen but then new book come out by one of my fave authors so i'm like. well. life isn't TOTAL shit

people keep dying.

Some heroes wear a suit and tie.

i love having a blood pressure of "fuck you" (low type) getting a new monitor in the next few days and i am weirdly excited for the increased accuracy so i can show my doctor that it is indeed fucked (she's already referring me to a cardiologist anyway but still)

at least three of these acts have fanbases who, when they see that I, through the naked power of my immaculate posting, have served them all their lunch, will end my reign. I accept this. but today? today, I gaze down from my bejeweled skeet throne and my laughter resounds throughout the kingdom

we've got a porch cat for the past month or two and we're preeeeetty sure it's a stray (it's at least been TNR'd at some point) and i am So Fucking Close to adopting this cat. like fucker tries to come inside constantly and tbh i feel like they were likely someone's cat and then ditched

I'm mad that I'm so mad about this trans bathroom stuff aftermath.site/bathroom-bil...

our new soap at work is fucking eating my hands. food service = ouchy time

// ED this was the first time in at least 7 or 8 years that i wasn't weird and restrictive in some capacity during thanksgiving. oh my gods. holidays are so helpful in seeing how much progress i've made in recovery. i've spent so, so many straight up losing my shit.

i've had hella stressful bullshit going on and been mostly fine but the sleep deprivation's been piling up this past week or so and i pulled a 13 hr shift yesterday and went in today on my day off and now the little jackasses in my brain are like "what if we just stopped aliving." ugh

oh no

made a bunch of shit for friendsgiving last night and it went over rly fuckin well

apparently one of my fave cousins followed me down the "ex-evangelical nonbinary neurodivergent witchy fuck" route and i am so jazzed. we talked SO much today and the last time we'd hardcore talked was like, 2017 lmao. soooomebody's getting texted lots in the near future

@queerfoxx.bsky.social hello i read the words "locked tomb" and it was my siren call