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23 || he/they || chronic stoner 🍃|| bpd & ednos || MINORS🔞, FATPHOBES, AND GENERAL ASSHOLES DNI
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Patiently waiting for my ebt to reload so I can make more plant based food for myself bc omg that veggie bowl was so yummy

Halal cart style roasted veg bowl

Just blocked a 16 year old who was following me. I understand kids can have EDs too but I do not want an impressionable teen on my feed. It makes me uncomfortable knowing they see my stuff and can take inspiration from it. I don’t wanna give these poor kids ideas…..also I’m 23 and it feels skeevy

Good night/morning fellow mentally ill bloomfies. I can’t sleep. I’ll probably knock out within the next hour…hopefully but fir rn I’m gonna shitpost a bit

Also omg I had such an ugly meal yesterday. It was very satisfying but I swear she looked so ugly 😭😭 it was just ful (fava beans) and rice 💀💀

okay besties I’m actually trying to change my diet to be less junkorexic and more like…nutritious but still restricted? Idk bro it’s still giving disordered but no more junk food bc my cholesterol is actually really bad 😭

I wish I was starve myself depressed and not eat everything in sight depressed

Maybe I’ll get the soft serve and then purge it. Ice cream is always easy

IVE BEEN CRAVING SOFT SERVE FOR THE PAST FEE DAYS AND ITS KILLING ME. I CANT OMAD IT BC ITS NOT FILLING ENOUGH BUT I CANT OMAD AND THEN EAT SOFT SERVE BC ITS TOO MANY CALORIES 😭😭

Anybody else here experience a super hidradenitis flare (or develop constant flaring hidradenitis) when they gained weight? I’ve been trying to lose weight for a few months now and I noticed my HS flares so badly when I don’t fast and restrict. Anyone else experience this as well??

my preworkout is weed bc it distracts me from how miserable I feel when I see that I’ve only been on a machine for five minutes instead of an hour.

I want to go to the gym but it is POURING RAIN. And I don’t want to ask my mom to take me.

it makes me feel joy to watch ppl shoplift & I will never tell on them

Only meal for today. I had two bowls of homemade pho. Trying to get back in the diet pill + OMAD grind

guys my doctors are calling me fat. I mean they didn’t explicitly say so but…my labs bro…they’re basically like…you’re fat and you eat like shit bro.

how to eat without eating no borax no glue

I am not respecting this gulf of America bs

like bitch how are you 23 and have the bloodwork of an old person? STOP BEING A PIG BRUH . Lock in or get fat and worse

my blood work from my most recent appointment is so embarrassing. Basically it’s calling me a fat bitch who should really stop eating junk bc I almost have pre diabetes. This is so EMBARRASSING

i need to be 100 pounds like…yesterday

On that diet pill grind again.

Today’s food is so junkorexia coded

blaming my eating disorder on donald trump

I just woke up from a nap and I honestly…would just like to go back to bed

Beer and starving for twenty plus hours

T shot Tuesday besties

also fr I am like hanging on by a thread. Being an American is scary right now. Being queer and Latino is not fun for me right now and I honestly think it’s exacerbating my ed tendencies. But also I’m like…maybe I’ll lose those ten pounds I gained back after I had gotten to a checkpoint weight

I had to end my fast early 😭😭 I almost passed out

It’s fasting time again. 20 hour goal ending tomorrow at 8:22 pm. I’m only allowing myself two protein shakes. I’ll check in when I wake up in the morning. Gn #edsky

My ebt benefits got discontinued. …guess I really am in my starving era now.

Started another fast. Wish me luck yall

Got through my first 20 hour fast after not fasting for months. I think I can do this

I have to fast bc I need to get bloodwork done. Maybe I can get through this by only allowing myself a couple protein shakes after. I need to lose this weight again. This cannot continue. I can’t not get top surgery just bc I’m too fat. That should not be allowed to happen to me.

trying to lose as much weight as possible before my inevitable top surgery so I don’t have to wait longer if they decide im too fat for surgery.

stoners of ed sky rise up 😭😭

I miss my lock in era. I actually lost ten pounds and then I slacked and gained it back. Give me motivation to lock in again please

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Yo. I’m not dead. I’m just having a hard time. I started a boxing class in hopes that I’d lose weight but i just gained back ten fucking pounds that I lost during the entire holiday season last year. I feel super out of shape and i just like…i used to feel good but i feel like im at square one again