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He/Him. Writes (mostly weird stuff) and also reads (mostly weird stuff) and also depression and also whatever else comes to my mind.
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Funniest possible way for this not happening after all last minute.

"The Richest Person in the World" should be a highly respected sacrificial title. You achieve it and are allowed one day to enjoy it. And then we fling you into a holy volcano and redistribute your wealth to renew the cycle of life.

Starting tommorow I'll be in the hospital for two weeks for intense ptsd diagnostic. I've got everything I need I think. But if you want to throw in for stuff like audiobooks or streaming services etc, you could do that here:

Hospital day. Weird mix of relief that it's finally happening and the stress I should feel because this will be hard af.

What would Jesus buy (at Cracker Barrel)?

if you wanna know how we're doing over here 😬

Schlafes Bruder (1995)

name a film.

Starting tommorow I'll be in the hospital for two weeks for intense ptsd diagnostic. I've got everything I need I think. But if you want to throw in for stuff like audiobooks or streaming services etc, you could do that here:

Voting done. It's a national election here in Germany. I fear it will be a very bad result.

All hospital-stay preparations are done other than packing my suitcase.

We are delighted to announce a new Six-Week Workshop scholarship for Trans writers. The Sea Star Scholarship, an annual full-tuition scholarship for the Six-Week Workshop, has been offered by an anonymous donor and will be available for the first time this year.

And it really is fantastic. But original info was it would be a few weeks. Learning today someone cancelled and I've got three days to organize two weeks in the hospital has me stretched thin

What if, and hear me out, we just eat this man

From Monday your boy is in the hospital for two weeks for PTSD diagnostic. (This is fantastic news that took a year of work)

Prepping the Mausritter ttrpg for tomorrow. If you were a mouse that owns a pet beetle, what would you name it? Bonus question: when your beloved pet beetle dies, (I'm sorry for your loss), what would you write on its gravestone?

That's like asking a painter to name just one color. /lh Okay, fine. Devil's Advocate...

2001: A Space Odyssey 😉

I've been away for a while and a lot of people followed. Thank you. For a bit more my life will be about getting therapy for PTSD, but I'll be here more often, because I've got a finish line in sight. I don't think I'll have the opportunity to check everyone for follow backs, but we'll see.

If we can get some shares and likes on this, I would appreciate it. Chris is good people and he tolerates my shenanigans. 💕💸

Sorry for being practically not here atm. Only thing I could post about is trying and failing to get trauma therapy, suffering from that, and by now that's too unoriginal posting for my taste.

One amazing - with a certain definition of amazing - part of my search for trauma therapy is that whenever one would assume it can't get more fucked, it becomes more fucked.

Should just start mentioning Nosferatu, because after watching it last week I've to warn all of you, I'll mention it a lot and for a long time

Eggers Nosferatu might just be my favorite telling of the story

I barely have the spoons to keep going which accidentally helps keeping the system this way. Because going to journalists and politicians in Berlin would be appropriate, but from where to take the spoons?

Really rough week. Anyone a secret millionaire wanting to pay for private clinic alternatives for C PTSD in Germany (or worldwide, if they want to throw in travel)? Also taking offers from demons, fairies etc. Like, maybe I should have done something different, no idea. It's all so fucked up.

💙📚👀 #betareaders Any one got time to have a read & give some feedback?

all art is made from spite or horniness, and a computer cannot be spiteful or horny, so a computer should never make art

If you work in the tabletop industry and are currently being impacted by the wildfires in LA, I would love to speak with you when you are in a safe place to do so.

I'm learning Mausritter and this picture will be useful...

Good morning #WoTSkies! As a reminder, I'm hosting a peer support group for autistic/ADHD/neurodivergent-curious fans of WoT today and most future Thursdays at 1pm Pacific time, and you are very much invited! All spoiler levels welcome. www.foxandravenmedia.com/wheel-of-tim...

One "fun" thing that is an absolute constant in these calls is the implicit demand for interpersonell empathy from me for the person I'm speaking to for their workload, for how many people call, how stressed THEY are.

We measured my pulse and blood pressure before and after the hour of calling (as always, without any actual progress) hospitals/therapist who could help me with my extreme PTSD. Is a pulse of 180 to 200 and a blood pressure of 180/100 healthy several times a week? Asking for a friend. /ir

Another one of those days. Going to cold call people to ask for help. Wish me luck.

$30/yr, not month. I suck at marketing.