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Getting old and tired. Recluse. Full of regret. 90s BBS net.goth table top gamer, 00s con staffer, former PC tech, neurodivergent, he/him. Looks like this turned into a chronicle of my mental health issues.
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Almost tripped over Kenny Baker in a men's room.

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It's like this black sludge that rises up in the back of my mind. I really need to stop overanalyzing things.

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...I'm going to go outside now.

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God, do these things really need live audiences? Or hosts for that matter? This is why everyone let E3 die.

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Animated Kirby dots!

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You think of just how Suda 51 a game could be... and here comes the fucking answer.

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Yeah, just waiting to watch a compilation of FGC people shitting themselves.

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Feels like something died in me. Hope it's just sleeping.

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Oh, it's bad today.

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Okay, brain... there's no need to totally refute every bad idea we see, or even entertain them to begin with.

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If you said that this truck belonged to my ex, I would totally believe it.

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Oh boy, falling into mental holes when those "but whatabout" thoughts come in.

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Boy, I do love obsessing over if I like something or not.

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The noise and the apathy...

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Hurting myself again by reading garbage. Can't think straight, can't shut things out when I want to. Ugh.

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Need to kill those whataboutism parts of me again.

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No, brain. That's not what that advice meant. Cut it out.

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Sometimes I pick up work at schools...

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The least surprising thing about the pope being from Chicago is that his actual name is Bob.

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Argh. Argh. Argh.

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Those bits of doubts and what-ifs really get in your head and mess things up. Always there to spring out whenever they catch a scent of something crossing your mind. Sometimes I just want to fade away.

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Wrapped up all my collected editions by *that* author in brown paper and put it in my storage closet on top of the tote filled with all my old Kenshin stuff. I don't like destroying books, even if they are attached to awful things. My form of exile for these works, I suppose.

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