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Getting old and tired. Recluse. Full of regret. 90s BBS net.goth table top gamer, 00s con staffer, former PC tech, neurodivergent, he/him. Looks like this turned into a chronicle of my mental health issues.
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Almost tripped over Kenny Baker in a men's room.

It's like this black sludge that rises up in the back of my mind. I really need to stop overanalyzing things.

...I'm going to go outside now.

God, do these things really need live audiences? Or hosts for that matter? This is why everyone let E3 die.

Animated Kirby dots!

You think of just how Suda 51 a game could be... and here comes the fucking answer.

Yeah, just waiting to watch a compilation of FGC people shitting themselves.

Feels like something died in me. Hope it's just sleeping.

Oh, it's bad today.

Okay, brain... there's no need to totally refute every bad idea we see, or even entertain them to begin with.

If you said that this truck belonged to my ex, I would totally believe it.

Oh boy, falling into mental holes when those "but whatabout" thoughts come in.

Boy, I do love obsessing over if I like something or not.

The noise and the apathy...

Hurting myself again by reading garbage. Can't think straight, can't shut things out when I want to. Ugh.

Need to kill those whataboutism parts of me again.

No, brain. That's not what that advice meant. Cut it out.

Sometimes I pick up work at schools...

The least surprising thing about the pope being from Chicago is that his actual name is Bob.

Argh. Argh. Argh.

Those bits of doubts and what-ifs really get in your head and mess things up. Always there to spring out whenever they catch a scent of something crossing your mind. Sometimes I just want to fade away.

Wrapped up all my collected editions by *that* author in brown paper and put it in my storage closet on top of the tote filled with all my old Kenshin stuff. I don't like destroying books, even if they are attached to awful things. My form of exile for these works, I suppose.