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she/her. ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ | 17. | literally my life? | music nerd. | 🇲🇽🇸🇻 | also a singer… 💭
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venting on here doesn’t seem too comfortable but i have no one to talk to right now.

it’s too late to make things right.

ppl keep trying to argue with me on what goth really is and think their definition defines the entire music subculture. like no, it exists in a way you don’t know because you choose to go by your definition—which doesn’t work like that.

vctms ftwwww

this one, too ;3

it’s contentment. :DD

today is taking care of my cat day bc my baby is sick.

i’m really unsure about who to edit. on one hand i’m tempted to edit jay from enha since i haven't done that in a while but on the other hand i’m considering a member from dxmon which i’m a bit uncertain about that. plus there's a part of me that wants to create something entirely different so.

i will never forget, rex. never.

a new post: oh look something i just talked about! another: two in a row woah another: okay stalker

oh my goddddd. 😭

new gens have no interest in boa and will never get involved bc they view boa as old, out of date or even invisible due to her retirement. she’s literally the first kpop idol to successfully promote in japan (i love u valenti) y’all just don’t got a clue in the fucjing world.

wtf taeyoung plays the guitar now?!?!?!?

i don’t want to hear that you no longer feel goood romanticiseeee

indoctrination at its finest.

i love how everyone here collectively know that snobbish white teens who go to their all-white schools have a zero clue what manners are. because they are followers, the bulk of them vape without any problems before them. trends matter, supposedly???

there’s something that the ukrainians do when they make shoegaze. they sprinkle fairy dust in your ears that makes you feel like life is worth another chance.

i keep taking naps what is wrong with me hahahaha.

also also i love love love love love love hatchie and i do want to see her in concert if she goes on tour in north america.

i’m transcending. caroline loveglow is genuinely an angel sent from heaven above. her vocals are too silky—it’s a sweet type of feeling to your ears. ^.^

even if someone were to say my voice sounds like ai, it isn’t a compliment. it’s far from it. there is a difference and i can’t fathom how more than a few individuals can’t differentiate the two. it is an insult.

ai destroys the potential for authentic singers to showcase and be genuine about their work without facing any absurd criticism. voice messaging my raw vocals weren’t enough because people still can’t tell the difference between a human and an ai.

i think el salvador would benefit from a greater visibility of alternative scenes. it’s hard to find a sense of belonging. i’m convinced that if some people were informed about subcultures and other music genres participation would increase. feeling left out sucks, and that’s why it’s important.

ay yayayayaya

i thank sasha banks for awakening the power in me that i didn’t know i had.

throwback xd

looking back at my first ae edit it rlly wasn’t bad at all why was i so blind it’s literally a standard 2021 style edit.

i love this song so much i want to cover it

WE COULDVE GOTTEN SCHOOL GYRLS ON JD4???!!??!!!???????!!!

today is sunny and cold so…i’m listening to the yyy’s. don’t ask why just listen.

i’m making a complete what out of myself?

“this is a joke” HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW????!!!!!

just got called out for liking a satire song somebody made and i didn’t know it was a joke i’m going to jump off a bridge.

nighty night. :3333333

deleted reddit for now because i’m not active on there as much anymore. might come hack later next year like i always do.

i used to always say this back then and i still stand my ground and will take a hit anytime, but i think sleeping (not the dirty sleeping) with someone is the most loveliest thing anyone can do. it’s quality time. sleeping in one bed, just having boundaries and sleeping together. i sleep with my mo-

anyway enough political turmoil talk. i genuinely believe that people forget we are inherently social creatures, and that empathy is normal. it’s okay to be vulnerable and it’s okay to crave physical touch. physical touch doesn’t even have to be romantic, just the stimulation of oxytocin…

imperialist nation with a backstory of colonization and massacres. the concept of the “american dream” calls for critical examination. promises and historical trauma don’t mix together.