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pferd.bsky.social
in my late 20's, from Germany, on my journey for finding love and my place in life, loving horses ζ and feeling deep sympathy for all kinds of animals
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Long time no entry, life is good, bonding really well with my horse, he gained a lot of self-confidence so as I, came to terms with myself that being zoo is not that big of a deal and be better kept by myself since I will also later this year will start a career where I will work with horses.

submitted 118 days ago • 0 comments

Probably soon having a "Pflegebeteilung" for a horse, means taking care of it, going for a walk and so on, I'm so excited 😊

submitted 192 days ago • 0 comments

Bought me a nice big calendar ofc with beautiful horses. I wouldn't have bought something like this in the past, I mean who still needs a physical calendar for the wall today? But I guess these little pleasures are part of the good life.

submitted 202 days ago • 0 comments

It's great to come home and all my clothes smell of horse^^

submitted 207 days ago • 0 comments

I am very proud of what I have achieved in the last 2 months, I am getting better and better at riding, I help out regularly, I am an accepted and respected member of my club, the anxiety hardly plays a role any more and I feel confident and able to find a job in this field in the future.

submitted 207 days ago • 0 comments

Got up early in the morning, went to my stable to help out, met new people, after that went to a game with some friends, laying now exhausted on my bed. Was a good day and I'm proud that I managed to do all of this even tho my psyche does not make it easy for me.

submitted 220 days ago • 1 comment

All of humanity's problems stem from man's inability to sit quietly in a room alone. - Blaise Pascal Yep, spent the last few days around people, got up early today and was at my stable and also the sun is shining bright. Feeling a lot better.

submitted 220 days ago • 1 comment

The longer I deal with my #Zoophilia the more I come to the realization how insignificant it is on it's own. It feels like just another trait I have and spent to much time thinking about it. I should just go on in life like a normal person but I simply can't. It's kinda tormenting me.

submitted 226 days ago • 3 comments

The season takes it's toll, feeling more depressed then normal, probably because it's so dark outside and even tho I use a day light lamp at home, when I'm there, I'm alone, kinda sucks. I should probably be more proactive and meet with friends, instead of complaining about it here -.-

submitted 226 days ago • 0 comments

Went riding on Monday, even tho I was struggling with low-key anxiety before I went there, everything went very well. The Horses are treated well and people were really welcoming. Planning to go there now once a week for riding lessons and maybe join the club later this year.

submitted 250 days ago • 1 comment

An older Zoo said to me today: "Brain is only ego, it's mostly the way that keeps you down". That left a big impression on me. For the most of my life I only listened to my brain, not my heart, made "rational" decisions and being miserable. From now on I will follow my heart. #zoothoughts

submitted 266 days ago • 1 comment

How we treat our fellow living beings, regardless of their kind, defines our society. #zoothoughts

submitted 270 days ago • 0 comments

I really want get back into riding, but not because of the sport. I hope long-term this will help me to generally have more experience with horses (not in a sexual way) and maybe help me to find a job in this field and/or help me to have my "own" in the future...

submitted 270 days ago • 1 comment

Went for a short hike near my family's place and found some horsies. :)

submitted 270 days ago • 2 comments

Thinking of speaking about my #zoophilia to my therapist. It's hard not to talk about it when the matter of discussion is for example, my needs or wishes or plans for the future which are intertwined with my love for horses. But I'm a little bit worried about his reaction.

submitted 276 days ago • 1 comment

I feel like there is a lack of space for zoophiles, I know that when I was first introduced into the topic around 2011, there was plenty of room, even like old school irc chats and generally much more interaction. Nowadays at least in the german scene everything is pretty much dead as it seems.

submitted 276 days ago • 0 comments

What many people get wrong about #Zoophilia is the focus on the act, for me, at least, it's not important, more so just being with horses, of course if the opportunity arises and I find a mare which is also interested in me, if would take it, but in general I could life without it, no doubt.

submitted 279 days ago • 0 comments

I saw a dove falling from a tree, she hurt herself, I put her in a box with some blankets and now waiting for animal welfare to pick her up.

submitted 279 days ago • 1 comment

Rainy day, feels like summer is gone now for good here in Germany...

submitted 280 days ago • 0 comments

This danish article dating back to 2014 has some interesting quotes of researchers defending animal sexual pleasure and zoosexuality. It shows that scholars, after reviewing the scientific litterature, found no support for a general ban on zoosexual contacts. www.sciencenordic.com/animal-welfa...

submitted 562 days ago • 1 comment

Today I heard the following sentence: “Morality is defined by the judgement of others.” That pretty much applies to #zoophilia too. There are a considerable number of factual/scientific sources that do not condemn zoophilia and yet the majority of people do it. More education is needed.

submitted 281 days ago • 0 comments