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pinusnocturnae.oldpines.wtf
AD of a certain tree. I could be your dad, not your daddy. 44, pan/poly/aro-ish/, married (closed, please respect that) with a sapling in college. More active on main. Sometimes there will be disappointing irl photos.
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Hey y'all, so sorry to keep asking for help, but I really need it right now. We are finally on the last leg of our pre-move process, and have some costs needing to be covered. Big ones being: - Cleaning/move-out fees: $600 - Pet fees for airline: $200 > ko-fi.com/yeenbeanzarts < (1/2)

submitted 3 days ago • 3 comments

It’s been a long day and my old bones need a moment of peace. Every day is a long day, lately, and my bones don’t seem to be getting any younger.

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

Sex twice in less than twelve hours? More snow rolling in? It’s not my birthday, stop.

submitted 45 days ago • 0 comments

Having a real “I don’t need to touch grass, I need to stride quietly up the slope of a mountain and leap from the summit to touch rocks in a way they would feel” kinda day/week/month/etc.

submitted 47 days ago • 0 comments

Welp, going on continuous FMLA until I can get MRIs (in a week-ish) so that UNM can get me in for a neuro consult, or until I win the lottery, or until a shapeless hag in a hut made of bones bound in sinew accepts my eyes in exchange for a functional spine, or until I win the lottery.

submitted 50 days ago • 1 comment

A day of snuggling under thick blankets with a mountain lion person and occasionally kissing and caressing and maybe sometimes fucking a little and there’s also tea and cannabis and a wood stove with piñon logs… That would fix me.

submitted 53 days ago • 0 comments

The thoughts™ are louder today than they have been in a long time. The mantra “one’s value is intrinsic: it is not tied to one’s usefulness to others” rings hollow. I want to cry but I can’t. I want to change but I can’t. Can’t meaningfully dream. Can’t meaningfully love. Just…can’t.

submitted 54 days ago • 1 comment

Sure are an awful lot of shitheads out there fully convinced that other human beings are just things to do with as they (the aforementioned shitheads) please.

submitted 55 days ago • 0 comments

Saw this roll through on my main feed and had to pull it for here.

submitted 55 days ago • 1 comment

Fundoshi!🐰✨スオラがふんどしを締めるだけの絵で描き納めです

submitted 59 days ago • 4 comments

Might be odd to put this on the AD, but it belongs here as much as anywhere. If you find that no one is kind to you, I will be. Not because I am after something but because you deserve kindness and because it is better for my heart and mind than the alternative.

submitted 64 days ago • 0 comments

🧊

submitted 66 days ago • 6 comments

Fuck you, early 2000s elf-twink me, with your 145lb beanpole frame and, now that I look at it, cute little ass. Sincerely, late 2024 dwarf-bear me, at an unbudging 196lbs, with a shaved head and steadily lengthening beard

submitted 67 days ago • 0 comments

Take time today to breathe. Step outside if it’s safe. Walk through the trees. Pet a fluffy thing. Tell someone you love how much they mean to you. The stones cast today leave ripples that touch all shores and reflect back upon us. Make sure the waves you send are ones you are willing to receive.

submitted 114 days ago • 0 comments

Fucking vibrating

submitted 115 days ago • 1 comment