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Not sleeping T rump’s fault.

I might get to sleep. Or not. Have to be up early, dog has a rash that is most likely not serious but is annoying him (I’m thinking a food allergy). And I have too much to pack. My brain is counter intuitive. Sleep would be helpful. (Very)

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One thing going right is this girl is doing better with her laser therapy. I forgot how hard it was was I was afraid daily I’d have to put her down.

The good news is the vet can get JJ in tomorrow for an appointment. I’m not a morning person. I literally struggle. 8:30 am appointment.

Mom can’t remember that I’m packing / moving, she doesn’t remember talking to my cousin last night. But she can remember that I haven’t called the tax guy (I have.) Everything everywhere all at once sucks right now.

I live in SC. It’s hopeless to try to make any changes here. Trump flags are back up. I’m losing my mind over this shit. If there is a big protest in DC I’ll drive up. Not flying.

My poor therapist today. I have all the baggage.

Correction. 96 hours. Because eating and sleeping.

And right after that, mom wants to know when I’m gonna be back out there because I’ve been gone for so long. I know it’s her mind, but I didn’t need this on top of everything else today.

I guess I’ll be making a solo 48 Hour drive from South Carolina to Colorado in two weeks when I don’t have time to do it Just like I’m packing a pod 16 foot long by myself And Then, if I wanna see anyone I’ll have to drive 48 hours or more back.

Took an hour, but I have the frozen hose/broken pipe fixed again And yes, I fixed it myself because after the $3000 water heater replacement, I don’t have the patience to hire anyone. Can I ask what it’s like to go six months without a plumbing problem because I wouldn’t know.

Damn. Another dog needs to see the vet. I didn’t want another bill today. It’s exhausting.

The dogs and horse and pony are the only ones I matter to - but even that’s conditional - only because I have thumbs and can buy food. So they make it very clear they are bribed. It’s the best I get. I know it’s petty but I’m tired of not being a priority. I try too damn hard and care too much.

And now I’m outside in 30° weather with a dog who needed to go out It felt good for the first 3 minutes.

What I want to do: If I can’t get back to sleep in an hour I want to go back over to the old house to pack - no heat and no water (two of many reasons I can’t have anyone help) but at least I could make progress. I can’t make noise though because the godly neighbors will call the police.

Also,I’m jealous if anyone who had a good day today. I’m jealous of anyone who had fun. I felt like bawling most of the day.

Screaming into the void Nothing I hate being alone in my head I’m not on schedule I’m not packed and no, there isn’t help I’m sick Pack rats (literal) I’m running errands most of tomorrow so I’ll be further behind We live in hell I have to fly in two weeks Evidence suggests I’m bad company

This.

Wednesday Camellias

The horse doesn’t even want to talk to me today. It’s 42 and rain. Refuses to let me touch him let alone blanket him.

Bluesky has got your back.

If you think going to an AA meeting and being told that you haven’t been doing it right for 35 years and you shouldn’t be angry is helpful, it’s not. Apparently, I don’t love myself at all, but that would fix everything

And now the miniature dachshund wants to play pick me up put me on the bed so I can jump off pick me up and put me on the bed so I can jump off. I’m not a morning person unless there’s something fun involved this is not fun

As much trouble most of the night, so 30 minute intervals of sleep are also so helpful. I have to move shit today and it’s gonna rain No rest for the weary And this is my leg after one day of moving, I didn’t hit anything, this is just from lthe stress

I hate it here

Remember, even if someone is technically correct when they assert that a bookshelf with a rolling ladder “won’t fix you”, they are forgetting one simple, unassailable truth: It certainly can’t hurt.

Could someone place an order for 100 more Jasmine Crocketts for overnight delivery to the Democratic Party thx in advance

It’s m&m o’clock. Blue. All the blue ones.

Hello from SC where people do not believe that we went 16 years without an airplane crash, they only believe that we are just now hearing about the crashes that are happening. I can’t make this up

Yep Another 4,000 in bills paid. (Mom’s healthcare).

I’m gonna turn my phone off and I may never turn it back on might just be done with the real world

I wanna know how people are affording to do life right now - emotionally, physically, financially - because I’m exhausted

I’m so tired of everything costing hundreds or thousand dollars a day. I might need to scrap the Colorado project.

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