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pumpkinstars.bsky.social
hi im pumpkin. 🧠🌶️. Asexual. Anti-racist. I like gardens and colors. ME/CFS, hEDS, MCAS, POTS, Fibro, auto immune. nearly bedridden. i love people and also people scare me. 🇺🇸
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For #PrideMonth2025 why dont you support a queer disabled person instead of a corporation? Please repost and/or contribute if possible.

hi, I'm mori. I’m bedridden with very severe ME/CFS and rely entirely on community support. I've exhausted every other support avenue. my June goal is in my display name. info in image 2. boosts + support keep me alive. thank you. #disabled #chronicillness #NEISvoid

i’ve been frustrated with my team the past weeks but also i wouldn’t want to get anyone fired not like anyone did anything horrible or anything. but i wouldn’t want to help them get laid off. in general at work, if i don’t have anything nice to say i don’t say it to those above me~

i sometimes watch ASMR videos. many are very slow, some are role plays that are basically like tv shows but slower, and i could watch them before i could watch tv back when i was worse off. i realize that some that give directions that i can do can feel really fulfilling when i’m not doing well.

haha!! i’m a prize winning pumpkin!! eeeehehhe silly word play hehe prize winning pumpkin right here 🏆🎃

today was a lot at work and now my hands hurt but i made good progress in my documents yay hehe days like this are why i got a prize at work today hehe my boss invited me to a meeting i am excited i get to listen to next week. i wish i could tell bestie.

Roughly $250 needed to cover tomorrow's brain MRI and torso CT. My lymph nodes are visibly smaller, but still have to keep an eye on it I guess. Labs and Onc appointment next week.

found myself getting all pouty that i can’t have a work t shirt as a prize and… yup. forgot to re-up one of my meds, forgot to drink electrolyte water, forgot to eat small snacks…. these forgets make me more emotional haha #NEISvoid

i’m not surprised my brain fog at my worst points had me forgetting my own name or who i am for me, low blood volume has been a huge cause of my brain fog. IV fluids got me huge amounts of function back that i thought were gone forever.

this macho guy at work can be so dismissive and like rude he doesn’t know what he’s doing and i not only know what i’m doing but also what everyone else should be doing, vaguely at least and he gets all weird sometimes about it and it’s annoying

"Myr. Falco, what's time fog?" "When your calendar acts more like a colander."

i miss bestie i want to tell him i won a prize at work ;_; but i’m scared he’s still mean to me and erasing me and i don’t want to deal with his recent actions i want things the way they were so i can tell him i got a prize at work for doing a good job before

Out of critical gloves! Running out of food! Anything helps! ☕ bit.ly/FDKofi 💸 bit.ly/FDCshApp 👑 bit.ly/FDThrone 🙏⚒️💕💸🏳‍⚧♿💜

someone at work (a man) tried to excuse another man for changing our timeline and i did not let him get away with it haha i said, yeah i get why he did it i’m not saying it’s wrong or right, i’m saying the opportunity cost of doing this over that is our timeline shifted. crickets lol

oh hm i got a prize at work for doing a good job. for the stuff i knew that no one else did and i helped out even though that wasn’t my job. i don’t know if that means anything since i do not go in to work to get things haha but that was nice of my manager and it makes working less bleh hehe

i miss my friend oh i missed my pain meds haha pain driven loneliness