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quillspiked.bsky.social
shed + bpd + vent || 20 || she/they sw: 162 ; cw: ?? ; gw: 105
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sooooo its been a while :p i ended up moving with my husband to VA so thats been cool!! ive only been here like a week (2 this saturday) and its been nice :3 i feel so many good and bad things tho? idk its definitely just been interesting

i e being so unstable these meds need to be upped istg

guys i fucking hate having such obsessive issues i feel fucking crazy i deadass might relapse like so fucking honestly

yesterday was such a good day and today has been so awful ive been anxious and on the verge of crying and throwing up why do i somehow make small issues so massive i fucking hate everything about myself

guys life had been so stressful yesterday was so good and today is just awful ive been crying half of today

saving this thread for me later (whenever i actually get back into a honeymoon era # binging)

ive gained weight im killing myself :p

why do i always fuck up i hate everything

i need to lose weight i need to change i need to lose it god fucking kill me

im so fucking angry i hate him i hate feeling why do i feel so angry nothing happened this is so unwarranted someone put me out of my misery why can i never just be happy GOD SOMEONE KILL ME !!!!!

i just realized why am i literally 5 followers away from 300 🧍🏽‍♀️

my eating habits are awful lol i keep getting high and eating bc munchies but ill stop smoking when i move 😔

babes i love my husband sooooo much and im making a scrapbook for our 1 year anniversary of our relationship thru time im so excited, i told him abt it (he hasnt seen it) but he said he'd love for it to be a tradition for us and dhskdjskdh <3 <3 <3 hes such a good man

guys december was awfully dramatic

guys are audio fixations a thing because i CANNOT go without audio (commentary, true crime videos, documentaries literally ANYTHING)

for the record i am still alive and i go on this app almost daily but im in my silent era

feeling ....

guys do these rocks/crystals look organized /gen

high, crafting and cleaning :)

i was looking at shirt diys on pinterest and now i want to kill myself why am i still not skinny after years of being disordered

its my fault oh my god my love

i hate existing my baby ...

my love my love oh my god my love my love my love oh my god my love my love my love my boy my love my boy my love

it my birthday

:) im going to die

everything is about to go to shit :3!

got home from the most miserable trip and was breaking down so hard

i hate having bpd what even is pissing me off anymore this is bullshit

some vents :) i hate having bpd