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redpandachris.bsky.social
ABDL, 33, red panda, Furry, CG, No minors, he/him, Cismale-genderfluid(more male then fluid but have moods)
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Oh nice, we got toll scams! A real toll company is never going go text you weird links and threaten to take away your license for not paying a toll. Be smart. Assume EVERYTHING is a scam until definitively proven otherwise.

Would people be interested in quick sk3tches like this for around $25??

sorry but that's the worst part of sobriety, you want to make up for the past, YOU NEED TO MAKE UP THE PAST, and without it you can't invite new into your life, but your friends who wanted you sober didn't want you when they abandoned you, and your drunk friends don't want you because they think

I wanna be numb...

I'm sick in bed and haven't been able to move all week, and it's just a reminder everyday over and over that no one wants me around. that no one actually cares!

and the reason I'm mad isn't that it's one person not listening to me, it's the fact that NOT A SINGLE PERSON FROM THOSE DAYS IS HEARING ME OUT! none of them. My whole past is over. erased, I'm gone from it, I don't matter to ANYONE from back then. The ones who hated my drinking abandoned me.

do I have to go another 10 years sober for anyone to even believe I'm sober. I've been sober for 2 and a half years. 18 actual months of sobriety. September 10 2022 to now. not a single drop of alcohol and I'm still that monster...

I should just quit the fandom...

Sorry just seeing all these people who I grew up with, who I just know I'm blocked by, not welcomed to, who I bled with, loved, was close to, and my own hubris fucking pushed them away, and when I want to say "hey I fucked up, I'm sorry" seeing that BLOCKED, BANNED, DOESN'T ACCEPT MESSAGES FROM YOU,

every fucking day I feel more and more squeezed out of the fandom, more like I don't belong, more like I should have never woken up from a coma, and I should just grab a handle of gin, prove everyone right and fucking die!

God I miss having fucking friends, fuck my drinking making me loose everyone and now that I'm sober NO ONE FUCKING BELIEVING ME AND I CAN'T FIX IT!

One thing I always repeat to people when it comes to asking someone out. 1) ask out a friend not a stranger, you already have a repertoire and know them it's easier to build a relationship on. 2) Don't be afraid of asking that friend out, chances are if they are awkward around you, or are doing a

depression hitting hard... I hate everything...

Agreed, pass it on.

The Trashed Bathroom (now with alt-text!):