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And it’s gone.

Don’t waste your time on me.. run, you still have the chance to run. Before it’s too late.

It’s overwhelming.

I feel like shutting down, why do I feel so tired again?

Denganku sulit, kan?

So a friend of mine just offered me something then I asked her what was her reason behind that, because I don’t think that’s something I can take for free. Then she said… “gue takut lu gila.” She knew it, she’s trying to keep my sanity and I couldn’t be more grateful.

Tolong rindukan aku, agar keberadaanku tidak hilang.

Man.. I truly need a job. Living unemployed like this isn’t healthy for me and I obviously need loads of money. Please, my lazy self, stand up for once.

Surprised of my suicidal thoughts, are you? I am not lying when I say “cita-citaku mati muda.” I see no future in me, but I don’t think I will die any time soon.

Can I lead a normal life?

Knowing a fact that it won’t bring us anywhere. Why didn’t she tell me sooner.. why did you bring that to me in the first place? Is it too late? Is it not?

I shouldn’t let my guard down.

🌸🌷

You’ll get tired of me too.

The brain is dominating but why does the heart keep thumping?

Stop thinking about things that haven't happened yet and don’t get your expectations high. I don’t want you to get hurt again, I know you are not ready for that.

But if I keep on comforting people, who’s going to comfort me? And If I try to keep you sane, would I be the one losing my sanity in the process?

New to this.. I would love to say hi to anyone who sees this post (probably no one).