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My impression of William Blake's 'Satan or Head of a Damned Soul'

Skylarking about

It's funny. People have their trending causes of oppression. The usual suspects of fashionable victimhood. Goodonem! But no one ever champions schizophrenics or heroin addicts. We are the most oppressed, abused, belittled, victims of prejudice and hate in society. Are you schizophobic? Smakophobic?

1/2 I feel like The Wyrm leaving me was a significant moment. Strange memories of watching the large, black worm slide undulating down the bowl into the dark water. Vanishing among the shits. I paused a moment in disbelief, wondering if it was an apparition of some kind, then flushed.

I prefer to piss outside.

1/3 Strange radio voices. A woman talks, hypnotic tone. I look about me. No one there.

Strange radio voices. A woman talks, hypnotic tone. Yesterday, the painting was flowers. The next day, it was witches and spectres stealing the breath of and molesting, torturing prone victims. A terrible bird. Today, it's a painting of flowers again. And I wonder, how can it be the same painting?

Flower, top right. Looks like a creepy little dolls head, like something from a Quay Brothers animation.

Keep going West and you come to the East. The East is West of the West.

Worship of Mary is like a faded echo of ancient goddess worship. Never got the claim of monotheism. What with all the saints, demons, angels, jinn, not to mention the holy trinity. How is that monotheist? What's the difference in saints, angels, to deification of heroes and kings? Lesser gods, etc?

Flower, top right. Looks like a creepy little dolls head, like something from a Quay Brothers animation.

Goat Peter

Just realised the little tune I keep repeating to meself is the theme from Heidi.

I'm so romantic!

Chronic perturbator

I am the BEST!

Just remembered when I castrated a little boy in a ritual. I never done that! My mind is a fuck-wad of disoriented confusion and hallucinatory horror. Who am I? Is there someone else in me? What the...?! Maybe I ought to get some sleep. Slept alright last night. First time in ages. 5 or so hours.

Jesus fuckin Christ, I keep catching the most horrific, monstrous faces in this little mirror they got here. Bit of me, but the most demonic, violent, sadist, mass murderer, serial killer, paedophile, rapist, cannibal version of me I seen for a long while. Fuckin hideous me. Scum cunt from Hell.

Bella loves flowers

When a delivery comes, Bella waits patiently for her box. Got Elena flowers that come in a box. Dunno how she fit herself in it though.

Shit! Just realised that photo had me fuckin address on it! Delete delete delete!

Have a look see. Here this! New post on Substack. Random scenes from WIP. Almost there. substack.com/home/post/p-...