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Blueberry inflatable rubber-raccoon. Artist, Gamer, and nommer of delicious foods. 🔞 Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/rubbertexraccoon FurAffinity: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/rubbertexraccoon Throne: https://throne.com/rubbertexraccoon
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Was poking around with the old dead PC parts today, almost two months later I still wonder why it died how it did. Looking at parts for a new build. Cost and timing for PC builds are awful right now, which is giving me 'meh' vibes towards VR and streaming. I can't be the only one feeling that way.

Depression hitting extremely hard this week and it's getting worse. Sadly therapy and medication isn't helping. Today's holiday is already causing me to break down. A lot.

I apologize for not being around or talkative. I've been in a bad mental state dealing with some extreme deep depression and thoughts I can't pull myself out of, and things aren't improving. Rather, they've been getting worse.

So much for thinking anyone would love me.

Depression's been hitting very hard the past few days. Feeling pretty excluded/ignored like I don't exist/matter, and it's getting pretty bad in my head. So yeah... that's about it.

“I wasn’t sure I could message you on weekends.” Of course you can. The reason I’m hesitant to start the convo myself is I had an abusive ex for 10 years that told me never bother him on weekends, and would punish me if I even said hello by ghosting me for weeks. Weekends feel lonely for me.

Oh no, despite not having a belly, he's hot. www.fortnite.com/item-shop/ou...

Another strange dream and brought back to reality on waking, trying to piece the meanings together. Sometimes I feel like I’m in a loop of chasing rainbows that’s never ending.

After missing a couple of Pizza Fridays in VR, I used the SteamDeck to join in desktop mode. It works, but the experience feels isolating going from VR to desktop mode. 2 hour battery wasn't enough time. I don't have a phantom sense, but not being able to feel 'hugs' and 'pets' kind hit hard. 🥺

So, looks like the Nintendo SteamDeck was announced. I mean, Switch 2. Honestly, I'm digging the simple redesign. I am curious tho- the Switch JoyCon click sound... how do we define the sound? -The Switch 2 face slap? -The Switch 2 butt slap? -My favorite: www.youtube.com/watch?v=CrlG...

So if the 'Switch 2' does come out tomorrow, and all the specs and photo leaks turned out to be ACTUALLY true (Which I'm dubious on the date.) Then Nintendo would still have a HUGE hit on their hands, and sell a TON of them. The lawyer heat seems unnecessary. Just focus on the joy people have.