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sankis.bsky.social
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what are movies or other media without any kind of interpersonal relationships so i can do something andnot feel bad

how do people see pretty people and not want to die. i just can't look at tiktok or anything or my mood immediately becomes "i want to walk into traffic"

spotify should stop trying to sell me on a duo subscription. if i had someone to share it with my most played playlist would probably not be called "depression spiral"

everything is so bad right now. i really wish i didn't have to be here. i don't want to live through this. i never asked to be here.

I've spent the last couple years trying to find something that makes me want to exist and have been unsuccessful so far I'm not going to do anything. I'm unfortunately going to keep waking up, having thoughts, and killing time until I have to do it again. I just really wish I could turn myself off

I do not enjoy living. I do not believe I ever have. Knowing that things are only going to get so much worse is devastating. I do not wish to exist and wish I did not have to.

i really just don't want to be here anymore. I've never felt any particular attachment to being here, even as a child. Every moment spent conscious is misery of some variety and I don't understand how to make it not be. I legitimately do not understand how everyone doesn't feel this way.

a friend sent this to me and all i can say is that i would watch the fuck out of this

a meeting with smaug #drawdogs #tolkien

i don't know the last time i wanted to be alive. I don't know if I've ever had thoughts like that. As far back as 6 or 7 I can remember wanting to die. I only semi-recently learned this was not something everyone felt. i do wish I knew how to want to live.

i keep using dating apps to try and find people who would like to date and instead end up making a lesbian friend