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spawned into a generation of disease to rot within the non-existent enjoyment of life

as her whispers grow cold my tears fall silent

buildings on foundations of failure built with the intentions of forever failing into my hands and falling into nothingness lost forever.

True statement that often makes me feel terribly sad ashamed of the world we live in. 😪🙏

the ashes of charred intentions are my lone remnants of yesterday

my eyes are burning upon the shores of heaven asking god where will i find comfort from here on when will it end and when will my heart begin to mend

breaking is the price for falling in love, damn your love, you never told me this wasn’t right for me to begin with

wounds aren’t meant for me, i wish there could be something more than just a cut.

nothing is meant to be nothing is dear to me

one last tear for old time’s sake…

#libraries

Choose one alive or human

suffocating in my underwater breathing apparatus

ive tried so hard, but i’m just not ready to move on. its been so long and i know ill hate myself for it later on, but i want to stay here for just a little while longer…

11.22

two yesteryear’s ago tomorrow

yesteryear seemed so important to me and that day i lost myself within myself my harrowing & unrelenting cries bleeding out into the falling sky, i’m not sure how i got lost in what was mine… but rivers run their course i guess so sometimes i just start running but the day you left, i never stopped.

i know i will never see you again, because my body has begun to degrade. soon i will be nothing, i will become ash, every hope and every dream burnt away… akin to you, the sand that fell so quickly from my hands. [LOVELESS]

i saved all i could and placed you in the warmest part of my heart, because forgetting felt far too cold.

you are like the grains of sand that slip between my fingertips, there is nothing i can do to stop you from pouring out of my palms. if i’d caught you it’d only be in remembrance, while the rest escapes… it’d have been nice to hold onto you a while longer even it were for just one more memory.

i am strong, but i am not strong enough to protect you… i’m sorry.

you can abuse me all you want and hide your emotions in that hole you call a heart. & you can neglect this all you like but who will be at your beck and call when you cant sleep at night? [BEGIN YOUR NEW LIFE]

i can never turn back the pendulum to go back and be the person i wish i was for you and even if i could… you wouldn’t care.

and i would fall into your arms once again if you told me you’d catch me

my heart first skipped a beat and i saw you in my life forever… tomorrow i’ll wake up without you and every day after.

it is my dream to be doing everything i love with the person i love even more than all those things while experiencing all the things they love as well…

“surgery for those who can’t admit to their disease”

the heart is something that is simply beyond our human comprehension.