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26 year old woman trying to get through the next week.
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Finished it. Still feel angry. But I did it.

Therapist: Why don't you do some art to let out your anger? Me: Does some art that is definitely not letting out my anger. I'm using Zentangle techniques and my own designs. I haven't painted in ages, but I feel like this is too rigid. I don't think I know how to let out my feelings anymore 🫠

I'm 26 and dealing with a cancer scare. I know it's most likely not, but I'm terrified. Everyone i know is trying to convince me it's not, but all I want is some sympathy over the fact it could be. I just want a "normal" life. I want to not have to be scared everyday.

Currently have all but one symptom of bowel cancer. Could it be Crohns? Maybe. Could it "just" be an ulcer, hopefully. Am I literally and figuratively shitting myself whilst I wait for my Gastroscopy. Yes. "It's so rare for a woman of your age!" So is Cardiomyopathy and heart failure. 1/4

My niece had a meltdown at mine tonight, so she ran to my room and had a cry in my bed. Turns out my favourite frog is having a sleepover at hers until Sunday. Everyone pray for my baby. If I don't get him back, I will be calling the police.

Written this on the back of 150 pieces of paper. The word "level" means nothing to me now.

Just caught my ear buds box under my boob and it didn't fall out. What a catch i am. Any person would be lucky to have me.

I feel so stupid. I shouldn't expect anyone to want to be my friend. I shouldn't expect anyone to want to wait for me to be ready. It doesn't matter how much I go out of my comfort zone. I'm still ugly, hideous, unlovable. I should learn that.

I have filed for divorce. You should be gone by morning. (I will feel guilty about this for weeks)

Struggling with side effects and symptoms of my heart failure and the medication I'm on. Constantly dizzy but have managed to be back in work for the past 3 weeks. I'm struggling with unmanaged ADHD, which is making my depression worse.

It's ok to take care of yourself. It's ok to get some rest. It's ok to become a lonely lighthouse keeper and spend your days cursing the sea and your nights gently going mad as you write an unending novel about ghost cats.

Whenever my parents go away, I always have a nightmare about something happening at the house. False awakenings and hearing voices during my sleep. Naps are meant to be restful, not make me scared to leave my room.

Any ideas on how to explain to someone how you're feeling without worrying or upsetting them?

I have several chronic health conditions. I have more health conditions than I have friends. All I'd really need for that though is 2 health conditions and I've beat that easily. I'm a 26 year old woman, I thought by now I'd have more people I consider friends. #chronichealth #ADHD #lonely