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Faux female, autistic & suffering with BPD 20's She/Her from the UK Trans communist Indie game dev and 3D artist Minors pls go away DISCORD: shellibee
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Went to the library, picked up a mental health related book and... BLENDER LOGO?!?!

1. I am pretty much blind in one of my eyes, and don't really have depth perception as a result 2. I taught myself HTML as a child...without internet access 3. Malta is the only other country I have been to (school trip) 4. I can read basic Japanese

When the BPDemons are chewing up my brain.

They should invent mascara that only goes on my eyelashes and doesn't end up on my eyelids or anywhere else and is super annoying to clean off gahhh

My new year's resolution is to be less frightened to reach out to people

gender euphoria from waiting in a long line to piss. 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

Made another 3D character. I think I did a lot better on the topology this time, there's still some jank though. I'm also getting a feel for a texturing process I think.

A zip folder of "cursors for ladies" I found on the oldnet, which includes a cursor of a toaster. Sorry men, toast is only for us ladies. (Unfortunately, migraines too apparently)

Spent Christmas alone, but I cooked some nice food 👍

Honestly if I had any reach I'd posit hosting some kind of online event for people in this situation. Though dunno what kind of things we'd do.

My condolences and sympathy to all the other trans people who are alone this Christmas

Someone at work finally noticed I'm wearing mascara...

me when my Mum digs out yet another picture of me pre-transition

I'm still here, because I refuse to be driven out of a space again

Work drip. Got myself a nice skirt and jacket.

Today is my birthday

being a woman is slowly building a massive stockpile of scrunchies and hair clips that you leave in/on every possible room, desk, table, etc. in your home so that you always have one close by when you inevitably lose the one you were literally just holding

i dont know why but i drew this at 2022?

People have told me outside of this that I look young, so I guess that's just a gift I have? Dunno how lol, I didn't pay the most attention to my health in my younger years. And health in my family isn't that great either. But I'll happily take this.

Almost every colleague I've spoken to at work asks me if I'm currently doing sixth form or something (school for 16-18s in the UK). I'm 25. I went to university already.

Keep falling asleep on the sofa without realising it after getting home from work, I'm such a tiredpilled eepymaxxer

Funko Popes. Nundoroids. Gachaplain