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shin4h.bsky.social
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できない

Me: i want someone to pamper ne Also me : i can be the someone for me Pick a struggle fr bruv

One day everyone is gonna die and everyone’s gonna forget you so we say fuck it

寂しからゴンと話したいけどできない

and you love him, tell me, if he handed you a bloodied hand, would you take it, only because it was his? every fucking time. 🩶

born to be a passenger princess, forced to drive 😒

it was never about appearance, but if it was i would still prefer to be you. in my eyes you’re the one living in paradise with the world in your hands.

All the time

i feel alone. if i deleted everything no one would even notice

That was embarrassing ☹️

I crash when my boundary is being trumped on.

Annoyed; fucking annoyed zzz

I cannot and i repeat i will not be with someone who is emotionally immature. That is such a disrespect to me. I build myself brick by brick to be this person and i will not tolerate anyone treating me like shit just cause they are angry

ゴンをぐちゃぐちゃしたいやばい

Its the first time… someone said they liked me and want to know me

I adore him and i miss him but i do not know if he desires me or he’s just lonely. I guess this is something i would probably figure when i meet him

仕事したいけど探すことはめんどくさいな

I was sad because “ah our friendship” 毎回こうになる。now im just disappointed. I deserved to be wanted

I hate commuting 😭😭😭

泣きそう。だって誰か私に好きと言ったら多分泣く。あまり分からないけどう

Me: blocks him off our main communication app Also me: trawlthrough other apps to see if he reached out. News for you: he didn’t

早く帰りたい。めちゃ眠い

今日誕生日けど何がちょっと寂しね

Ah… this sucks

Seen an hour ago but he didnt reply… ah.. did he not want to reconnect?

リュと話したいな☹️🥺

I guess ill always be yujin A

やばいな。男の子が私をだけらたいと言う時あまり好きくない。きもい。

私の友達がmala料理がめちゃ好き。でも私があまり好きくない。嫌い、大嫌い。誰か助けて😭👀

姫と話したい。話すことはいっぱいある。でも無理だ。if i walk away i should stick to it. 難しいな

I knew i was slightly uncomfortable and didn’t really like what he said but continued with the conversation. I should have been “ah if youre not interested to talk to my mate, im not interested to talk too” ahh its okay. Mistake has been made ill do better next time it be like that sometimes

Damn i need to buckle up. One guy was being indecorous to my mate in the server and it just went over my head. I am too much of “its not that deep” mentality that i apply even for my mate. It is deep if you harm my friend should be the motto.

It was nice talking to my dad though I really dislike it when he gets incandescent about certain things~

I was talking to my dad in the morning and he said that i do have leadership skills too and compared to my eldest brother, who is very commanding, mine is more mellow and compassionate. He said my brother’s IQ is good but i have better EQ.

I used to detest the fact that i was compassionate and if i could, I wanted to rip that part of me but as of now, when people comment that i am indeed compassionate, i feel very proud and happy for myself. Im glad that I didn’t throw that version of me. I’m glad that i grew with it.

2025 goal? そんなものいないでもBTS の Best of me まなびない

これでいい

I can’t consume a lot of their media because im afraid that if i do ill be too attavhed to them. I acquiescence and acknowledge though their are celebrities they are humans too but if get to see how human they are i will love them too much. I think its more saddening for myself than comforting

I was consuming A LOT of BTS videos and bruv i really love them. I dont think im a hardcore fan. Barely a fan because i dont consume their actual videos. I dont watch their performances and ive never seen them live but im so proud of them

Ok. I think I will now mourn the fact that no one ever really saw me as a child. I was "smart" and "mature" and therefore held to the standards of someone with a fully developed brain. I should have been at the kids table.

Because the lips of wisdom are closed but to the ears of understanding

Sigh. Too lazy to go over to her house and do stuff. Its not that hard bruv 😭

"To do the useful thing, to say the courageous thing, to contemplate the beautiful thing: that is enough for one man's life." -- T.S. Eliot, who died #OTD 1965