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sidra42.bsky.social
Guinea pig mama Witch of two and semiprecious stone bracelet maker. I'm a bipolar, extremely anxious, ocd, adhd, nerd that is trying to learn to get out of my shell and my head. Facebook: Siddie42
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Argh. I need #kitty #therapy after work. I'm cat sitting for a friend and omg I'm #stressed af. I need kitty #purrs and biscuits. #WorkStress #Failure

So this week I am #cat sitting for a friend. Feed and fresh water 2x daily for her 3 #kitties. Omg, I #love them and 2/3 love me. 1 has a squeak to her #Purr

I feel worthless. Useless. And pathetic. I really just don't matter. It's never about money. Doesn't matter how many times I say that. It's action. Help. But no. I just don't matter.

#ChronicPain #ChronicIllness I really need a constant feed of nitrous oxide to my lungs atm. Best full body pain #relief I EVER had was when I had a #tooth pulled under that shit. Dear Gods please.

A #midevail torture rack or being drawn and quarter by horses, sounds #AMAZING! atm. #ChronicPain #ChronicIllness

I did not sign up for this. The fine print was so small it looked like a smudge of ink. I want a #refund. #LifeSucks #FinePrint

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This. Having family issues but also personal issues. I had to talk to someone about it, and got up the courage to talk to my boss. She was so kind and gentle. I told her she feels safe. #MentalIllneds #MentalHeathMatter

I hate when ppl act like something is the #end of the #world, all the time, and then the world doesnt end. Like come on. World end already!

Caught the #GuineaPigs #Snuggling! Finally! Tasselhoff is such a good influence! Albert is now even SEEKING OUT PETS! After 4.5 years and 2 other brothers ( #RIP ), Albert is calming. #Love #Family #Piggies

So, I just #learned that #men DO have #hormonalcycles just like #women. But, not monthly, it's DAILY. Men are on their #periods every day. I no longer wonder so many things. Lol. They are just more subtle and less predictable. And #Testosterone drives it primarily. The angry and mood swing hormone.

Finally seeing #Endocrinology for my low #cortisol. #ChronicIllness sucks.

When is #national #scream into the void day? We need #EVERYONE to scream at once. And preferably at their representatives.

$60million down the drain, well, ocean. #F/A-18 fighter jet fell into the ocean off the carrier ship. Wtf.

My #mind is spinning again. #Time for #Broadway #Six music.youtube.com/watch?v=36-2...

I just want to take a #nap in the shaded #grass. #Beautiful #Weather I hope everyone is having a #GreatDay!

I day keeps going wrote to worse to fuck it all I hate existence.

We urgently need to raise $1,000 to cover critical surgeries for several rescues: 🐾 Wheelbarrow the hamster has a badly broken leg & needs an emergency amputation 🐾 Sonnet is severely bald & likely needs a spay to treat a hormonal issue 🐾 Lyric has uterine abnormalities & also needs to be spayed

I hate it when I wake up and I'm awake.

#GuineaPigs #Love #LunchTime I'm sorry for the shakiness. My #Tremors are bad today. Piggie sounds at the end!

I #Hope everyone has a #Great #Day!

I just wanted a nap before work.

I am in such a bad mood

#SITV #fuck

I #Hope everyone is having a #GreatDay! You've got this! You can take on the world. #YouMatter

It's time. #Broadway #Six always helps when I'm in a bad mood. After, I'm going back to #GrimmsFairyTales #Audiobooks. music.youtube.com/watch?v=36-2...

#FML I love my sister. But she PISSES ME OFF! I can't say shit to or about her if it's even slightly negative. I'm immediately made to feel like this biggest asshole just for upsetting her. Just for saying what is bothering me. She gets obstinate and contrary and bitchy. Walks away. I don't matter.

Listening to the complete #Collection of #Grimms #FairyTales. I'm at #TheFrogPrince. #Classics #Books #TheWorldRightNowisScarier music.youtube.com/watch?v=m8Jv...

Omg. VP-idiot saw the #Pope and then the Pope died... I'm pretty sure VP-idiot somehow had a hand. He's got evil energy and the Pope was pure. I'm not a #Christian but Frances was #Good. VP-idiot not so much. #Metaphysically/ #Spiritually speaking, VP-idiot took him out.

Opening #Starbucks on #Easter feels wrong. I'm not #Christian so religiously, Idc. But do they really expect us to be busy? Maybe a bit after #Church gets out, but otherwise, Argh.

#Happy #Zombie #Jesus #Day !

#ManiPedi #GuineaPigs #SelfCare #SaladTime I trimmed the boys nails for the 2nd time ever. Albert was either happy about it or resigned to his fate because he was just chilling and vibrating. Tass was NOT happy. Complained so much and fought the #Pigurrito towel.

#Mood #NeverEnough #GreatestShowman music.youtube.com/watch?v=vM4l...

I feel like a giant #waste of #existence. I just don't matter. So, listening to #TheGreatestShowman to try to feel #Better. music.youtube.com/watch?v=mciF...

@gblackmuzzle.bsky.social Good morning Gav. Have a great Tuesday 💙

#RIP Mustachio "Stache". You are loved. Your brother Greymon is waiting for you at the other end of the #RainbowBridge. #CatLove

I am #listened to and #heard so well, I might as well be Cassandra from #Greek #Mythology.