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Ok im gonna grt back on my accountabilty thread Grind tmr cuz im getting Cute plates for motivation

my family keeps telling me i gained weight and they keep saying stuff when i eat like how they did back then and i completely forgot how they used to treat me and its just making me feel worse .. like i was eating Yogurt and my dad said sum like.. but when i weighed less and ate fast food.. no words

yall i rlly dont know what to do ive been in this binge cycle since oct and ive gained almost up to my hw 😔 idk how to lock in again its so hard i used to be so good at this

OMG YALL I THINK I BINGED TO MY HW???? im going insane. i literally start school soon after a whole freaking yr of not going and the whole reason i didnt go back to school earlier was to focus on my ed and now that was useless #edsky #caterpillarsky

omg its been a Min hey yall

yall i literally hadnt purged (by throwing up) since like before oct i believe but today i did and my head hurts so bad and i didnt even do it to get rid of cals or anything i just hated the feeling of food in my body and its like girl just dont eat then but im WEAKKKK and i always give in

Ive been gaining and losing the same 10 lbs for 3 months 😁 im gonna kns #edsky

its Horrid having to lose what u already lost #edsky #caterpillarsky

i miss my lw and its 15 lbs away are u so serious.. its crazy how it only took oct-dec for me to gain 15 lbs like what is wrong with me thats 5 lbs a month that i couldve been losing.. #edsky #caterpillarsky

yall lowkey i havent cu t in a minute cuz ive been to scared to since i got caught but i literally had bought a 100 pack of blades before that and now i have 100 blades for no reasons idk what to do

I NEED MOOTS PLZZZ #edsky #shedsky

Ok ive been adjusting to switching houses cuz yk different food here.. so im just trying to figure out how to get my protein in for low cal and me and my dad agreed that i can get $60 a week for groceries for myself so Bless up❤️‍🔥

changed it to my real name.. maybe i should change it back

Omg and also almost everyone from my elementary and ms goes to that hs.. theyve seen me at my worst and i wouldnt be able to get a fresh start like Yall dont know how bad i was back then… so cringey but also a couple of my friends/old friends since elementary go there too

GUYS IM SO SCARED IM GOING BACK TO IRL SCHOOL AND ONE OF MY SCHOOL FRIENDS FROM MIDDLE SCHOOL SAID I SHOULD GO TO HER SCHOOL AND I WAS SUPPOSED 2 GO 2 THAT SCHOOL WHEN I STARTED HS BUT NEVER DID THEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO SWITCH THERE THIS YR BUT IM PROBABLY NOT GONNA GO THERE CUZ I LIVE SO FAR AWAY THE

yall i literally got my period today and the period hunger got to me and i ate all my cals before 3 pm but i havent eaten since and im not hungry in any way so were Good .. and i slept late last night and woke up early today so hopefully ill fall asleep early

accountability thread🧵🪡 #edsky

i made “Canes” at Home and a lower cal sauce too it was kinda good and it was a lot so now im full but i barely got peotein in so i Must drink a peotein shake 😝

yall Ik this looks kinda sad but it was So bomb.. I love alfredo but i think i added a little too much garlic next time ill just add a tsp instead of 2

Is it bad that i know 1200 is a little and its less than what i was eating in my binge cycle but i still feel like its too much.. Like i shouldnt even be saying this considering i was downing more than that almost daily for a couple months but i just feel like im not gonna lose enough

got 60+ grams of protein today 🔥 and we at 1200 cals bless UPPP❤️‍🔥

ednos is so Crazy.. one week im biggy betty the next im queen ana #edsky

I SHIT 3+ TIMES TODAY WITHOUT LAX?? #edsky

why is it so hard to find low cal high protein meals that Arent chicken

and my dad said tomorrow we can go grocery shopping but i really dont want to leave the house i look so disgusting and i cant stop crying i hate myself so much i hate this stupid disorder i just want to be gone i hate this so much

i was supposed to get groceries today because im in my healthy protein era but im so disgusted with myself i dont even want to go out and its too much stuff for my dad to go alone so i ended up not going but my dad still wanted to get me food so now hes getting me mexican food

u Know its bad when u cry to a song that u relate to.. cuz why am i crying over a Song

At this point Im just gonna wear wigs until my hair is Healed i Cant keep living like this .

yall.. my hair looks so Bad. it used to be white but then i dyed it black in oct but i only kept the dye on for like 10 minutes because my scalp was burning and since i didnt keep it on the full 30 mins it washed out and i thougjt it was only brown.. turns out its FREAKING BLONDE IN THE BACK i Cant

ok yall i Lied im not tired so im gonna use this as an opportunity to get my sleep schedule fixed, if i stay up then ill be able to easily fall asleep at like 8-10 pm which is my Goal

i also need to fix my sleep schedule but goodnight/morning yall

omg its literally 6:48 am i need to Sleep

i Lowkey kept redoing my intro cuz i kept forgetting or wanting to change stuff💔