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Owner of @BeyondFinale.bsky.social … Rhythm Gamer and Delicious Art eater … Profile picture from @Peuhwa and banner from @TAJUdayo

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WILL I BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?

submitted 12 days ago • 0 comments

Can’t stop thinking about them. Even at work. I know I need to stop. It’s so hard. I couldn’t even lay down to sleep. The thought of a trio is so nice too, maybe that’s why this is so hard. I can’t stop. I know I need too, but do I even want to?

submitted 24 days ago • 0 comments

Happy Valentine!

submitted 26 days ago • 9 comments

Buds 🥰🥰

submitted 26 days ago • 133 comments

#arcaea O Fortuna velut luna statu variabilis…… Distorted Fate [ETR] 🌖🌗🌘🌑 30th ETR MAX

submitted 26 days ago • 0 comments

I like my friend and they know Help.

submitted 26 days ago • 1 comment

To the lack of whoever it may concern, I lowkey would NOT be opposed to being in a romantic trio… It sounds nice, it’s double the people to give love to and care for…

submitted 29 days ago • 0 comments

A hell resumes when I wake.

submitted 42 days ago • 0 comments

Called my parents over today, I was crying and couldn’t stop. I had burnt my hand in the conundrum, but that’s not why I was crying, It was already numb. Everything went wrong over something so simple, I was crying about the idiocy of it all. For a moment, Life was just too much to deal with.

submitted 46 days ago • 0 comments

I need to stop depending on people. At least, I know I do, but just can’t bring myself to actually halt. I know I’m too clingy, but if I’m not, I’m always scared people will fall away. I stopped seeing at as a quirk I can live with, instead as a problem I struggle to maintain.

submitted 47 days ago • 0 comments

Stages of trying to sleep: I can get 8 hours I can still get 7 hours I can still get 6 hours I can still get 5 hours I can still get 4 hours I can still get 3 hours I can still get 2 hours I can still get 1 hour falls asleep for 5 minutes alarm goes off

submitted 61 days ago • 62 comments

Can’t sleep, About to throw a brick at the ceiling.

submitted 61 days ago • 0 comments

I lay in bed all day, waiting for just the sound of a notification on my phone, a friend sending a message. I go to sleep, wake up in the afternoon, and my friends have all had conversations in my absence. It’s selfish to be sad, I know, yet I can’t help myself.

submitted 62 days ago • 0 comments

Laufey’s ‘Bewitched’ is hitting so much harder right now.

submitted 63 days ago • 0 comments

I have a few shifts coming up that require me to be awake early. My current sleep schedule will cause a problem. I should fix it.

submitted 63 days ago • 0 comments

I wonder why I’m so sad without my partner, now. In the physical sense, nothing has changed. We never saw each other because of how far apart we are. I suppose… Things enjoy being difficult for no reason. Yes, I find this a reccurring thought.

submitted 63 days ago • 0 comments

I’ve been alone in the VC of a groupchat with my friends. It’s past midnight, I’ve been here since 3pm… It’s been 9 hours. I’ve slept, watched videos, slept more, looked at the ceiling, made a circle of my plushies, and slept again, Waiting for a message… I don’t know what else to do…

WILL I BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER? BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?

Can’t stop thinking about them. Even at work. I know I need to stop. It’s so hard. I couldn’t even lay down to sleep. The thought of a trio is so nice too, maybe that’s why this is so hard. I can’t stop. I know I need too, but do I even want to?

Happy Valentine!

Buds 🥰🥰

#arcaea O Fortuna velut luna statu variabilis…… Distorted Fate [ETR] 🌖🌗🌘🌑 30th ETR MAX

I like my friend and they know Help.

To the lack of whoever it may concern, I lowkey would NOT be opposed to being in a romantic trio… It sounds nice, it’s double the people to give love to and care for…

A hell resumes when I wake.

Called my parents over today, I was crying and couldn’t stop. I had burnt my hand in the conundrum, but that’s not why I was crying, It was already numb. Everything went wrong over something so simple, I was crying about the idiocy of it all. For a moment, Life was just too much to deal with.

I need to stop depending on people. At least, I know I do, but just can’t bring myself to actually halt. I know I’m too clingy, but if I’m not, I’m always scared people will fall away. I stopped seeing at as a quirk I can live with, instead as a problem I struggle to maintain.

Stages of trying to sleep: I can get 8 hours I can still get 7 hours I can still get 6 hours I can still get 5 hours I can still get 4 hours I can still get 3 hours I can still get 2 hours I can still get 1 hour falls asleep for 5 minutes alarm goes off

Can’t sleep, About to throw a brick at the ceiling.

I lay in bed all day, waiting for just the sound of a notification on my phone, a friend sending a message. I go to sleep, wake up in the afternoon, and my friends have all had conversations in my absence. It’s selfish to be sad, I know, yet I can’t help myself.

Laufey’s ‘Bewitched’ is hitting so much harder right now.

I have a few shifts coming up that require me to be awake early. My current sleep schedule will cause a problem. I should fix it.

I wonder why I’m so sad without my partner, now. In the physical sense, nothing has changed. We never saw each other because of how far apart we are. I suppose… Things enjoy being difficult for no reason. Yes, I find this a reccurring thought.

Maybe I can use this as a Journal app?

Incredibly inactive on this app.

Wah....

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