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techcubus.monster
Aka "Lily" 💻, 🧠, 🍕, 🕹️, 🎹, 💡, 🏳️‍⚧️. Absolute wreck of an entity. ΘΔ. AuDHD, CPTSD, Schizophrenia, She/Her, plural being. PG-13 succubus, needs your emotions! bg: @kujikawaii av: @RED_SNK
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This toy finally showed up! It's interesting, I found the source online which means I probably could have built my own for like 10bux but I'm thinking more of like how do I make this better? I would say this is unusable by blind people because of the UI and I have no idea how to fix that :(

I am bored and sad. I feel like a month of this new government has already made me cranky and paranoid and impossible to talk to without me devolving into gibberish. I don't want to see how this ends. :(

So like what do we do with people who have the ideological equivalent of rabies? Assuming we get them out of power, obviously. The guys who manually turn off AIDS treatment because they want gay people to die. What do we do with those guys? Because they aren't going to change.

It's-a-Me-tan, uh, Mi-tan!

That feeling of you Ahhh yeah sure that's all I meant to say and didn't totally forget lol

I keep sticking my legs out from under the blanket trying to catch heat from the hotel wall unit heater and instead having my feet instantly frozen by the environmental air >:( I think we're doing Mitsuwa today. I will find kanpan this time. Or chocolate!!! Something creamy or bust lollll

On the other hand the fact that my brain knows that ケイ and ユリ is Kei and Yuri in a completely different writing system and can process it without thinking about it is pretty cool of brains :3

Star Trek TNG was so far ahead of it's time wrt dank anime references like now that I am "familiar" (at best lol) with Japanese it's like not even fair that the poor set designers thought they hid something so cleverly and there's clearly six references to the Dirty Pair on screen lol

I wish I could write my mom's phone number somewhere and instead of heavy breathing people would call her and shitpost about throwing her daughter to the wolves in a sacrifice for some twisted version of the Greater Good

No you go back down, sun, it's too early for this ugh lol

Holy balls it's coold in this room

CRAP

Ah..!

Shocker, pressing random buttons on the service remote results in a brief panic over what looks for all the like a dead TV lol

What in the beejezus is THIS? I hadn't thought about these guys in decades lol

Gathering things before going out for the day.. Flipper, edibles, surgical masks, Playdate.. I'd be proud to have me as a girlfriend lol

Why are square clocks so fascinating..?

In the sense that nothing that exists should be impossible to quantify and isolate, do I exist? Am I a parasitic side effect of cells that clumped together to form a living being? Do I hang off the side as my body exists?

There's a lot of things, reflexes, that are hard to control. That reflex for the unclean or abnormal or otherwise not like us.. it's both a blessing and a curse to most people, isn't it? Failed pattern recognition, empathy, fear.. do humans have to fight over one another, by design? :(

I'm still wondering what the heck happened with that friend that just ex-ed me.. I wish.. people.. idk I believe I can read minds. I know I cannot actually read minds. I believe this is through observation rather than telepathy. This is probably nonsense too but I legitimately cannot tell.

Oh holy crap I just realized that the PluralKit bot is to give *context* on who's speaking to other people and actually is reasonably important information I leave out of conversation normally WHY AM I SO THICK SOMETIMES lol

It bothers me profoundly when people say that (GPT) AI "hallucinates" ... it feels like it cheapens my hallucinations, if you'll believe that, but like.. i don't think of what comes out of my head as ... that. I've been compared to a robot most of my life, so maybe that has something to do with it.

I might start posting more philosophy and consciousness stuff but just because I'm the rules of my own universe doesn't mean anyone else here wants to hear things about it lol

I really don't want this to be a politics blog but boy. Schizophrenia brain is like .. targeted at large complex system analysis (supposedly at least but get to know a few) this sort of stuff is really hard to sit on and not comment about, even just being a nobody that wants to share neat things.

Do you guys really not know about your Subscriptions feed in YouTube though?

The juxtp. that I'm thanking Alec for this expl. of what the tabs in bluesky do is not lost on me lol His expl. that people lack context which causes confusing and aggressive interactions is something I should have expected since unique "contexts" has been a lot of my philosophy about humans!

In slightly less depression inspired thoughts, I was up waaaaay too late fighting with the Haiku os, which is the BeOS modernization (sort of). I'm frustrated enough to start trying to bop some bugs out but aaa there's not even a complete archive as far as I can find of the haikuports sources

I feel bad when I don't have the spirit to try to talk to my friends and get them to be social but honestly I'm probably just annoying when I do that, in reality. Idk. I certainly don't feel like critically reading minds today.

@skyeswirlz.bsky.social what in the Christ is going on

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