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Going to take time 💕 Audhd, cptsd, fibro ~ disabled Dene: Dedharesche (Chipewyan) srfn195 & 1/2 settler
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Feeling more and more okay. More secure in myself after talking to my family. Who kind of laughed a bit at my distress but in the most reassuring way. 😭💕 This is weird but nice - having family.

Canadian Niceness is a joke. It's all based in Christian/ Catholic pious manners. If you fail to meet one person's manner expectations then they vilify you behind your back or outright attack you. Refusing to tolerate hate would be different. But it's usually about how the vulnerable deserve it.

One of those nights Where you’d rather spend your money on Booze & gas than food & drive the streets slowly & talk Wandering a maze of ideas With a flashlight & a ball of red yarn Until every thought is unknotted & you turn towards home To close the door & collapse together In a torrent of kisses

Judith Gayle of Bear Claw Beaver Hills House has shared this call to action. If you're able to be there. Please be there.

Been sick and in bed 💀 My nose is flaking and runny, my lungs hurt and are heavy and productive... I'm sweaty as fuck I'm kinda done feeling like this...

USE ALT TEXT ON YOUR IMAGES FFS, YES I AM YELLING

My cousin was taken out in the middle of nowhere Canada in the freezing cold and abandoned by the RCMP, several miles away from where she was living and she almost died. If she died, she would've been another one who "died of hypothermia" and would've been labeled as just another drunk Native.

Deleted all my self doubt and self hate. I'm going to figure shit out

I was waiting for one to blow up

Honestly... My own father told my brother to take a walk to town from my aunt's out in the country if he was so unhappy. Lucky it was in the summer... But it reaffirmed my want to continue no contact with my parents. Growing up mixed and raised by yt folks raised by pigs is a fucking nightmare

The devaluation of disabled lives is the real loss of dignity for disabled people.

Apparently I've only spent 7hrs on this so far... It feels like several days over weeks/months. And I want to show it off but it's not done and I'm just gonna whine about it.

“You’re so lucky you don’t have to work!” Disability IS a full time job. Only you don’t get paid. You don’t have opportunity for advancement. You never get to earn more money. You spend every dime trying to stay alive. You live below the poverty line. You’re judged constantly. 🧵

Trans is in forever.

Working on old art again & the Arcane S2 soundtrack is perfect for working on the 100-type Guanyin Bodhisattva (HxH) So many hands 💀

Intense relationship talks plus therapy after I wanna vomit I'm so emotionally exhausted

Sometimes I'm tempted to get a flip phone and use that instead

Edmonton Chamber meets over revised bylaw 20700 Still an attempt to ban vulnerable people, fine those without income, and jail them for the audacity to exist without a home. Banning the poor and homeless so they don't have to look at them

variety.com/2025/music/n...

“Don’t let your disability stop you” erm, my good bitch that’s what they do🙄

Was going to paint but got all disassociated about it And the ringing in my ears is slowly fading But when I think about this morning I'm okay I have bannock rising and laundry going... I'm okay...?

NiTW Favourite forever.

you are loved. pass it on.

Oh hey, just hit 1k follows! Mahsi-cho I'm a human who makes stuff and is an emotional and physical mess with disabilities. ✨ Thanks for hanging out

Feeling physically not good Intrusive thought: Feeling like a sack of wet assholes

I just helped revive someone in downtown Calgary. I saw people walking by a man lying flat on his back so I went to check and sure enough he wasn’t breathing so I started to shake him and his friend returned we took turns pumping his chest until he started breathing. My point is don’t just walk by.

So, VRising has been nice. My castles keep getting bigger... Stopped StarCitizen because it became unplayable with their lobbies as they were 💀

"You can't post your way to liberation!" But writing/storytelling/oratory and the arts have always been part of every freedom movement... Digital writing and art is STILL writing and art. Any other take is just silly.

If I decolonize anything... I'm decolonizing my manners. I won't be nice in the face of hate. My kindness ends where the bigotry begins.

Bylaw 14654 City of Edmonton basically bans dancing to keep protestors, homeless, and the poor out of their eyesight.