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thehealingcow.bsky.social
Striving to be better. Please go follow me on Twitch. Adult, Cis male, neurodivergent (diagnosed), trauma survivor.
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I’m not anti-Israel or anti-Russia, I’m pro-international law, human rights, and fair democracy.

They flew so high and free on their backyard trampoline. And I didn't deserve to have it all taken away...

I keep hoping; though, I don't really know why.

Everything makes so little sense anymore.

One reason I've played #videogames so much in my life is because I've been abandoned most my life.

It feels like everything I've ever done has only led to my ruin, and I don't really know how to come back from it.

Memorial Day isn’t just about burgers and barbecues — it’s about honoring those who gave everything so we can live free. Take a moment to remember. Then go ahead and enjoy your weekend. That’s what they fought for adamkinzinger.substack.com/p/what-memor...

Almost none of it has felt worth it. Destitution, humiliation, ostracization, homelessness...

I wish my life was complicated in a #deliciousindungeon kinda way.

Overwhelmed, and overlooked.

I know I am needed somewhere in the world. I know there are people who could genuinely love me. I know there are places I could be safe.

4 new words added to the script. I want my lawyer. Every day is shut the fuck up Friday

Please.

Got to 60 followers on Twitch today. Woop.

No one's looking.

Lack of communication is the death of any relationship, business or personal.

OBS Studio downloaded, and using a phone as a webcam achieved. Overlay to be made and settings to be improved. I'm leveling up.

I used Twitch for the first time in long time on a computer and saw that I was three-quarters of the way to Affiliate. That's wild! Gaining affliate status would help. Consider putting my stream on AND LEAVING IT ON using a second device, please.

It would have been be awesome to have been accepted by a family, a significant other, some friends, or a community. None of those worked out too well.

Got a couple more followers on stream tonight. Going about this the way I am is like escaping prison with a spoon, but I'll break out.

I just found out, via email, that my father has passed away. I have no living parents anymore, and I'm separated from my own children. Life is pain. Amor fati.