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themockingcrows.bsky.social
30+ disabled queer artist and writer, if you're under 18 get off my lawn.
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fic update is actually on the horizon and im. so happy. :') like... i just hammered out 4.5 pages in one fucking go and am only stopping bc I'm sleepy. no issues, no stress, no struggle. just pure flow. i've missed this feeling so bad. it feels so great.

#davestrider #homestuck #themockingcrowsart homestuck in 2025? sure why not

man this period is hitting heavy. not with pain, but with other physical symptoms and a HELL of a lot of mental ones. I'm not vacillating too wildly bc I'm on bc and my other meds but it's still this weird intense indescribable feeling that i'm just documenting something.

had the need to draw another demon gal showing off, i particularly like the slight tummy squish. #ocart #ocsky #oc #originalcharacter #demoness #themockingcrowsart

in concept of being selfish with my art, doing it for myself, being greedy with it... i think i should maybe do some drawings of some fanciful underoos. there's so much pretty lingerie and i keep mentally defaulting to generic stuff.

guess who gets to hunt for a new dentist monday bc their current fuckass dental office that's ranked low as dirt in reviews and has generally been unpleasant to work with decided to stop answering the phones early when i TRIED to give them business bc of a suspected abscess. like ok then fuckers bye

let the inspiration rabbit flee the unwelcoming environment. #gore #blood #oc #ocsky

me last night: breakdown over realizing my relationship with art/writing was unhealthy and that i need to work to alter it. me now: being pspssps'd by my therapist, who is in my field and directly associated with my school, who got me into my degree field to begin with, dangling MSW/Phd program.

After a bit of a meltdown last night wherein I realized... my art and writing hasn't made me feel anything but depressed afterwards for a Long Long Time and my relationship with my creations is negative, I'm doing better today. But I also wanna outsource the question: how do you contend with that?

problem: i have failed, multiple times, to memorize hiragana and never even started on katakana. It's been discouraging. I think, however, I figured out my problem: not seeing the letters separated on their own and not enough repetition. SO. I have made flash cards. I'm making katakana next. win.

"You should draw X railing Y!" is funny because damn I wish that's all it took. What's the setting. What are they wearing. Why are they fucking. How do they feel about it. What's the position. Where do the hands go. What composition/angle/lighting works best here. None of these choices are trivial

thought this was really beautiful

HUGE progress in therapy. Like. Really dug into some core shit that's been making my life rough, and made plans to deal with it and undo some of the ingrained damage. I feel really really positive now that I understand these things. I can fight harder.

Pride month is in full swing and my little Queer Indigenous Beadwork business has been going non stop creating more pride pieces! Here is what I currently have available! 🫶🏼🌈 beadworkbykay.etsy.com

ok cool today i had a mini breakdown that had been building up for a week but recovered and bounced back with healthy coping mechanisms and have done some chores that stacked up and will soon also have clean clothes and a positive outlook on life again can i get a hell yeah

Thank you Magic Design Team for giving my girls the Trample Keyword so they can step on me wait who said that

i rlly need to just go full ham and draw something really slutty that's not straight up porn. I usually keep my clothing choices kind of reserved because I was ashamed to draw things too suggestive for a long time, but i mean. i draw porn now. i can draw slutty clothes all i want. i am free.

Sometimes feel embarrassed for being too "into" my gay little media fixations then I remember the way straight ppl get about football

Francesca "Chess" Helmsbach. Space junker. AKA she snags junk and scrap and parts from space debris and old junked ships and sells them after restoration. Chain smoker, lesbian, and foul mouthed but a heart of gold. #ocsky #oc #furry #lesbian #pride #themockingcrowsart

finished another drawing, but its way too late to post it. i should probably sleep, see if i can avoid wrecking my sleep schedule again.... bwuh...

wanted to put my boi into something spicy, sure would be a shame if someone smooched him senseless #ocsky #oc #originalcharacter #themockingcrowsart

got my boy Kaelen in something cute, gonna finish the inks shortly and then slap some color on it :) feeling good!

When i find an anti on twt, i come here to make sure I have them blocked here The trend of them LEAVING THE DNI OUT OF BIO ON HERE is so true its hilarious how blocking works so much better on bsky that antis deliberately leave out the "proship dni" cause they lose access to all the art & gifs etc

the lesbians have landed 👽happy pride! 🏳️‍🌈 #oc #ocsky #alien #lesbian #pride #themockingcrowsart

two straight days of limited poor quality sleep and a day before it of shit sleep too... 😭im so tired... but if i can hold out till a decent time tonight i can properly reset. i just feel like i'm sick for now.

the lesbians have landed 👽happy pride! 🏳️‍🌈 #oc #ocsky #alien #lesbian #pride #themockingcrowsart

periodic reminder to read "Blank Canvas: My So-Called Artist's Journey" from the artist of "Princess Jellyfish" if you haven't. It's relatively short, but goddamn does it pack a punch. I've also been slowly pecking away at Blue Period and it's hitting some good brain spots too.

I really need to be more horny with my OCs... I wanna design a Yandere too, for funsies. Need to settle Kaelen into the right degree of twink, too, since that was his original intention: a twink to be horny with. Once he was given anxiety and a backstory I was gentler, but naw. He needs to get it.

oh yeah, update on the gastric scan stuff lol. Insurance said "No" so I had to cancel the appointment. Now I get a referral to gastro directly, and whenever that appt happens I'll hopefully get a test ordered then that insurance might say Yes to. The results won't change anything but...

she's cute enough I think I'll keep her and do more stuff with her in the future hehehe #oc #ocsky #originalcharacter #gorgon #lolita #themockingcrowsart

i want magical girl with defined nose, i make magical girl with defined nose. #ocsky #originalcharacter #magicalgirl #catgirl #themockingcrowsart

ask about my symptoms in my support group bc i learned delayed gastric emptying can be linked to POTS and some of my other stuff. Every Single Reply is telling me to look into gastroparesis and saying thats how theirs started. so uh. guess i've at least got a decent guess as to what is happening.

Being asked as a real artist if I use AI feels like I'm a chef being asked if I use dog shit as an ingredient

i am but a wee account on here, and everyone's very busy bc it's con season, but boi I'd love to try doing an art trade. I'm only used to doing commissions or random freebies or my own art, it'd be fun to do a trade with someone in fandom or not. ovo

fun fact about me: as a child in an art museum with my dad, he lifted me up to look at a big slab of hieroglyphics on black stone. and i rubbed my lil youngling hands on it. Got told off right afterwards by the guard, but like. I touched history. Wonder if I picked up any cool charms lol.

uweeh. i've got a lot of anxious energy, i should take more advantage of it. i already cleaned the toilet down till it was shiny, which is great. maybe language finally, since i've had the books for forever...? how do people start schedules and habits and actually stick to them its a mystery to me.

kricket accepts her fate for laying on me at every opportunity like a limp toy. head kissies. so many head kissies.