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therian.beryl.gay
Fisher & Bunny | 🔞 | 30 | it/bun/she | Married and Partnered | Main @beryl.gay | AD @spicy.beryl.gay
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i wonder if canine therians enjoy holding a treat in their mouth then doing the little bite shuffle dogs do...

sharing a hotel room with my parents is really weird because i am too used to being animal around astro and won't stop

astro told me he enjoyed being mustelids with the third thing the other night. he's becoming more and more creature

humans will never know the sweet embrace of giving into being an animal

i really haven't felt more intense emotions since starting estrogen, like a lot of people report, tho i've always been a very emotional bunny. like, turning into a sobbing mess because i made myself sad isn't a new thing on estrogen, i've always done it. i feel like i need to do it regularly kinda.

falling to your fours because your paws aren't able to keep on two is.....wow.....

depression sucks

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i really wanna give up, but i probably just need to sleep

i think my mental state has just generally been bad since fwa and i don't know why

moving toward this being more explicitly a private/internal thoughts account. i trust that people can be normal about that. don't violate that trust.

it's hard being here against my better judgement. i'm glad i am but also acknowledging it feels like an i told you so.

my brain is getting cooked about something and its nice

someone arguing with me online called me a bitch 🥰

need to sprint on surgery now, if i can't figure out the money i might put up a go fund me, but also i know that many other trans people are gonna need to do the same, so if i can find the funds i won't.

need more art of beryl with tummy nipples

it's only 2 and i want to be hit by a car

was struggling this morning but then i remembered i'm really cool and can do really cool things

one of the signs the third thing is close to the front is small twitches/spasms. it's them chaffing against this body i think

lovebite

animal otherness 🌀 [ #autism #transgender #therian #otherkin #furry #xenogender ]

had an idea for a "translator" that you hook to your collar so you could bark/meow/animal sounds and press a button to "translate" by spitting out a pre-recorded line

my husband is "human" but he needs his pets

gave astro con crud, zoonotic transmission

definitely getting better, even if it doesn't always feel like it. did not feel as bad leaving fwa as i did last year because unlike then i know i will see them again. i'm really happy i'm here.

need to knot somethjng

prey angst so bad

trying to remind myself that this is just how i feel sunday at cons

trying not to feel spooked by a friend telling me they had a dream about something that almost happened last year but i didn't tell anyone about.

not doing well

finding a corner to take my queer bunny meds

hi im a loser who's dysphoria wants a nullectomy, help me raise money for it ko-fi.com/xenvaei/goal... #queer #fund

still think it's fascinating that i avoid using it/its to refer to animals unless they are therians. emphasizing the personhood of animals, and the nonhumanity of therians.

public transit is so much better than uber, like it cost me 2.50 to get from where i parked to the con.

hate that my organs get like this when i'm stressed, like con lead up