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Mid-20s, CS grad, unemployed. The world is a trashfire. 🏳️‍🌈 I've had this username for ages and I still don't know much of anything.
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At some point I stopped being driven by excitement about the world and started being driven by fear until I could barely function without panicking and freezing up. I don't want to keep being like this, I want to get out of this pit that I'm in, but I don't know how to.

was going to help cook banana bread when the smell of bananas suddenly started making me gag and throw up. So it's one of those days.

Man I don't need the extra fear that AI is going to kill software engineering as we know it when I've been out of work for two years and am struggling to get a job. Interesting times, huh.

my d&d guy is a green Mage who specializes in summoning off-Leash pitbulls from the doggy day care dimension . and using him is not politics

The mesa update reached me so I finally started playing Doom the Dark Ages and man, I dunno about this. I really, really don't know about this.

I love murderbot. The show puts three characters in a polyamorous throuple and we don't care, we're busy thinking about whether they handled Mensah correctly.

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Every day, there are the Horrors and the Fascism and in the cracks between them, tiny weeds of Joy.

Really excited for garbage AI devices to start having butterfly switches.

Blink. Go outside. Touch grass. Play a game. Paint a picture, sing a song, dance in the rain. Embrace joy and all that is good in the world. You can do all that and still fight tooth and nail for every inch of ground. The idea that you must personally witness everything is toxic bullshit.

The thing about playing Magic: the Gathering is that sometimes you will play a card named something like "Lord of the Forsaken" and it will be absolutely useless. Then other times you will play something called "Rankle, Master of Pranks," and suddenly you will be the scariest geek at the table.

Who knew getting a job could be so hard.

Oh yeah, vanilla is my favorite flavor of raspberry. That's a normal thing to say.

There's nothing as crushing as encountering a reddit thread from a year ago describing the problem you have. I think the reason that Apple TV isn't popular is because apple fundamentally doesn't want it to be.

Game which appears to be a cozy small-town life sim, but about 90 minutes in the town gets bombed, all the quirky NPCs you've been building hearts with die, and gameplay shifts to a "Pathologic" style survival sim. If anyone complains, the devs point out it was clearly marketed as "Ghibli inspired".

working with computers means never being totally sure if the music you're listening to sounds bad because of compression artifacts, bluetooth, glitches in the software in your earbuds, or any of a thousand other factors, when realistically it's probably the ketamine.

just waiting for the latest mesa updates to reach me so I can finally play Doom The Dark Ages...

Because children in stellaris are pre-sapients, you can legalise hunting them for sport

The other problem with build engine games, even Blood, is randomized drops. Whether or not I get a shotgun DRAMATICALLY changes my experience with a level and should not be left to chance!

Every so often I hear people nostalgically reminiscing about how good Duke Nukem 3D was so I go back and play it to see if I missed anything, but no, the movement still feels weird, the hitscanners still feel cheap on any higher difficulty, and the whole game just feels deeply jank.

I've been bedridden for the last 6 months, unable to work as I try to get a surgeon and insurance lined up for my operation to let me work again. If you could send a couple dollars, it'd really help. Time isn't on my side here, and waiting is very expensive. ko-fi.com/fooneturing