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rachel, she/her, 30's. gay murder boy enthusiast. mostly mdzs (yi city sun, xiyao moon) and other BLs https://archiveofourown.org/users/tilwesink/works
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it's very fun when the random bits of language and culture knowledge i've picked up from watching asian dramas comes in useful at work and I get to correct people about honorifics

submitted 19 hours ago • 1 comment

𝑜ℎ 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑎 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑒 #songxue #songlan #xueyang #mdzs #cql

submitted 21 hours ago • 2 comments

oh no yall there is a beautiful stud with a husky voice singing country music at karaoke, i am in danger (don’t rescue me) (i WILL be finding out it she’s single)

submitted 1 day ago • 2 comments

not someone on storygraph tagging the "how to piss off men" book as bullying

submitted 1 day ago • 1 comment

There is less than ONE WEEK until our event! Now is a great time to prep the work-in-progress you want to tackle. 💪 Remember, the goal of this event is to finish what has already been started (so if you have an idea you want to work on, make sure you get started before March 1!)

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

Get on with it #songxue #songlan #xueyang #cql #mdzs

submitted 3 days ago • 5 comments

Fix-it but not all of it #xuexiao #xueyang #xiaoxingchen #mdzs #cql

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

i feel like i have been extremely offline in fandom spaces this week but i saw Taemin in real life and have needed a full three business days to feel remotely normal about it (it's not working, I am not feeling normal and never will)

submitted 6 days ago • 2 comments

Preparations for Songxuexiao Love Week will be starting soon! More details to come. Give us a follow if you'd like to keep up! #yicity #songxuexiao #mdzs #cql

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

I just watched the untamed and I love my meow meows who never did anything wrong in their entire lives #cql #theuntamed #mdzs #jinguangyao #xueyang

submitted 7 days ago • 6 comments

i am currently on a train and thinking of Them

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

seeing everybody do the previous quote post has also made me realize in addition to not thinking I'm intimidating, i also do not find anyone else intimidating lmao y'all are friend shaped!!! why would i be intimidated by awesome and talented people!! i am just happy to be here in your circle!

submitted 13 days ago • 2 comments

i've been told that i'm like an 8-10 in person (which i think is wild; i just have a ton of self-confidence and resting bitch face, that's all) but i have no idea how i come across online. in my brain i'm like a 2 unless I'm trying

submitted 14 days ago • 0 comments

#CQL #TheUntamed #XueChengmei / #XueYang

submitted 22 days ago • 1 comment

this weekend i told my drag queen friend that i'm writing a series of short fiction loosely based on her (so many of her shenanigans are DIRECTLY inspiring nie huaisang's drag persona in Rush) and she literally gave me this exact look. i lov her

submitted 16 days ago • 0 comments

I usually reply to every single comment but my life has absolutely blown up in the last four weeks and I've been incapable of it lately so if you have left a comment on any of my fics in that time please know that I love you I appreciate you and they have been so so so important to me

submitted 16 days ago • 0 comments

LRP: i have known like two straight men who actively read and enjoy sapphic romance novels/movies/etc. and one of them is a trans woman now (many such cases I think) and the other is the nicest guy i've ever met in my life. that's all i have to add

submitted 16 days ago • 0 comments

dectractors of fujoshism love to compare it to men watching lesbian porn but frankly i WISH they were right, and that we lived in a world where straight men spent hours lovingly writing hundreds of thousands of words about fictional women falling in love and fucking nasty

submitted 22 days ago • 6 comments

more mom lore I just remembered: she got banned from the church chili competition because her chilis won first place four years in a row and the last year she competed she bought three chilis and they made first, second, and third place to the folks jealous of my mom my response is git good lol

submitted 16 days ago • 2 comments

OG followers know lore about my dad from the “my boomer dad watches the untamed” thread but here’s a lore drop about my mom: this weekend when talking about a friendship problem I’ve been having she said the words “it’s jealousy. people have always been jealous of me, rachel”

submitted 16 days ago • 1 comment

i know we are all having A Time right now because *gestures broadly* but man i am sure having A Time. January was Not Good and February is even worse so far

submitted 18 days ago • 1 comment

you love me like an enemy • Songxue(xiao) • Rated E 🛰️ Bad Vibes Only™ 🛰️ nanotech sex pollen 🛰️ fucking the mass murderer you ought to be apprehending 🛰️ nobody is having a good time here 🛰️ mind the FUCKING tags archiveofourown.org/works/32676262

submitted 19 days ago • 3 comments

save me, song lan covered in blood. save me,

submitted 20 days ago • 0 comments