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⨀ Disability Consultant ⨀ Sensitivity Reader ⨀ Community Manager and Moderator She/They, PNW,♿, Queer, Multiracial Black Indigenous Rat Mom, Writer, TTRPG enthusiast Polyam/Pan/Shameless Flirt “Though she be but little, she is fierce!"
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It's 6AM. I haven't slept. I've gotten up 3 times to chase away my partner's bad dreams. Everything is so, so much. Thank you to everyone who has donated so far. We're going into the bank at 8 to see what our options are. Then, if I'm lucky, I can sleep soundly.

I know I've been quiet lately [yay depression] but we just got royally boned via our power company. We were supposed to make a payment of $200 as part of our payment plan. Somehow they took the full $1600. Rent is due tomorrow. this is full on SOS. Help? ko-fi.com/tinychaosmouse

Updated “how to support” post which has updated ko-fi link. The best way right now is probably via a recurring Patreon or Ko-Fi sub. If even 1/3rd of my followers supported at $1, I’d be good for a bit. Twitch doesn’t pay out until the 15th, so it’s not reliable for rent 🫠

My partner's federal job just got axed & my metamour is still recovering from emergency heart surgery. On top of that, their car decided to need urgent, expensive repairs. If you're able to help keep the rent paid and the lights on, please donate here: www.gofundme.com/f/help-brand...

everything is hopeless and I am convinced that this is hell.

10pm? Must be ratto demon hours. Take your meds, wash your glasses lenses, make sure you have some water. The lil demon on the bottom is chestnut, and peanut is getting groomed by cashew.

New Hyperfixation Alert: What the FUCK happened to the Ninth Legion?? Down the wikihole I go! Tally-Ho!

I spent my morning in front of the mirror, belly out, reading love poetry to the part of myself I have been conditioned to despise. She is soft, she is beautiful, and she is mine.

Hard but incredibly fulfilling first session. We talked cultural identity and what being mixed means to me and how that meaning has evolved over my lifetime; we talked food and my roots and some of the trauma I have around both. I'm gonna put in the work. I feel like I could sleep for a week.

woke up to news that the lawyer I really really really wanted for my disability case is more than happy to take it. And not only that, they are appalled that I've been made to jump through hoops for a decade. I feel like I'm finally getting a little breathing room. Do it scared. It's worth it.

First official therapy session is tomorrow at 3pm PST. if we're mutuals and on a first name basis [iykyk], this is my singular request to maybe check in on me, get up in my DMs, and ask me how it went [should you have the bandwidth for such conversations]. Time to meet my monsters once more.

I can’t get this out of my head. This is from 1961. From Norman f-ing Rockwell, the most quintessentially American artist you can find. This is radical now (it was then, too) and I hate it.

when everything is quiet, the same intrusive, invasive, and unwanted truth creeps from the depths of me and seeps into my bones like lead: All of my family is dead, save for two siblings living worlds away. Even though I am loved, I am also terribly, frighteningly alone.

apropos of absolutely everything: ssd.eff.org/module/atten...

oh so now we've reached the "google is installing shit without consent on our phones so it can scan whatever it wants under the guise of safety" level of dystopia. Settings > apps > search "safetycore" > uninstall that mfer www.protectstar.com/en/blog/andr...

Tonight's look, posted way late. <3

Had an amazing valentines dinner with my love. 15 years and he still makes me laugh until my sides hurt, and still kisses every tear he can reach. Here's a window into our love, for those who want hope that love is worth it. open.spotify.com/playlist/7i9...

Love may be in the air, but so is influenza and norovirus. Wash your hands, mask up, and look out for each other.

In the entire star trek franchise, "It's only a paper moon" from season 7 of deep space 9 guts me every single time. I resonate with Nog so much; being told there's nothing wrong with him when he insists he's in pain... it cuts to the quick for me. Gods, I love this show so much.

This is SO FREAKIN CUTE! Really, if you aren't hiring Sonya for all your character art needs, or art needs in general, you're missing out!

I put some info from a website into zine form so you can print them and have fun. It's all happening on www.littlemouse.fun

My partner is doing a design project about depression and video games. They are looking for others who have struggled with depression who would be willing to fill out a (very) short survey to help them: forms.gle/cgkUH8F9BWsd...

Really great article about standing your ground against the Trump regime. www.foreignaffairs.com/united-state.... @gtconway.bsky.social @mcuban.bsky.social @libradunn1.bsky.social

Stressful morning? Overwhelmed? Then please enjoy this 30 seconds of Chestnut getting pet until he completely pancakes. Such a silly, loving lil papa's boy.

Get your art off Twitter if you haven’t already.

doing better than I was earlier. My nesting partner has been so supportive today and even got me a cake slice from my favorite bakery as incentive to get all my intake paperwork done. I am easily bribed via my sweet tooth, apparently. The fact that he's real cute helps.

...if you just tipped my KoFi and your name starts with an R, please DM me so I can shower gratitude on you. You just covered my first two sessions, thus making damn sure I'll actually go to them. I don't have much beyond my thanks and as many rattie pictures as you want.

It's a good thing I'm going back into therapy because I just had a breakdown over going back into therapy. Gonna take the day to process the millions of thoughts bouncing around in my head. I am overwhelmed and filled with dread. But I'm doing it scared.

Cashew says that every morning should start with a twitchy nose, a pet on the head, and a biiiiiiiiig yawn! Good morning!

Sometimes love is a bag of pastries! Happy breakfast to meeee!

Everything's icky and the world is heavy, so please enjoy this rest stop featuring Chestnut with his first raw almond. Please drink some water, stretch, and take your meds. I'm so proud of you for making it through another day. See you tomorrow. <3

At my core, I am everyone I have ever loved. It's a comfort to know I am never truly alone.