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Not super online recently because I'm really focusing on life to get my life together hopefully by the end of next month

Just had the strangest experience: my mom showed me a pattern she bought and it had someone I knew in highschool as the picture

Starting the apartment hunting process (won't move probably til April) and low key getting so frustrated because of the 3x the rent requirements the 'affordable' options tack on like cool cool love that with how high you set the price I'd have to be making 10-20 more an hour to afford it

Had to show these pics of chicken being so cuddly after I came home from being out all day in the rain

it's never too late to come back to my side the stars in your eyes shined brighter in tupelo

Press on nails and new puffy stickers on my phone case

i thought about the eras tour yesterday & all the different little dances & quirks Taylor did during each song & i just miss watching blurry live streams & waiting for surprise songs & seeing which outfits she’ll wear 😞🥺

another day another instance of listening to imgonnagetyouback and ranting about how it’s one of Taylor’s most clever, intricate, and delicious songs lyrically but we don’t talk about it because we get hung up on how horny it is

oh cardigan the perfect song you are

Okay I talked to someone I know who works in HR and it sounds like it's reasonable to accept the offer with a tentative start date of 3/10 and it's not unheard of for people to back out during the onboarding process if they're given a better offer at that time

I got offered the job I interviewed for on Tuesday but yesterday's interview was so good and would open the door to higher ed for me so even though I shouldn't be I'm torn because it feels like I'm at a major crossroads here

Daily voting reminder 🫶🏻 vote for our girl! www.iheart.com/music-awards...

Feeling so good after this 1/2 interview The person I was talking with kept saying that I already answered their question in their previous response & seemed very receptive in what I was saying (as well as impressed by my experiences)! Should hear back Friday or Monday if I get interview 2/2

Today's zoom interview fit ft ttpd cardigan Gonna take out the nose ring before it's time bc with my hair not cooperating today I already am struggling to feel professional enough

I should probably train him to hold cue cards since he insists on sitting just out of sight for zoom meetings

you’re allowed to be upset and hurt and angry. you’re allowed to know you deserved better. you’re allowed to mourn what you could have had. part of healing is allowing yourself to feel those “negative” emotions and accepting them.

About to go into interview 1/2 (so far) this week. This one is one of the 'if I get it I get it' ones as it's not in a field I'm passionate about and it would end up just being a job at the end of the day

I love it when Taylor

naked in manhattan 🍸💓✨🤭🪴

Just a reminder in case your mind is playing tricks on you today: You matter. You’re important. You’re loved. And your presence on this earth makes a difference whether you see it or not.

G u y s I found the cutest ottoman today! It's flower shaped & sturdy & I'm so happy because I've been wanting an ottoman for years but put it off. I'm glad I did tho because it's so so cute

this dress looks so good on her

who’s gonna hold you? who’s gonna know you?

GOOD MORNING HAPPY MONDAY!! It’s a new week, a new chance to do something kind for yourself and for others. Wear something that makes you happy, tell a stranger you like their shoes, do what you can to bring a little joy in. Love you!! 🫶🏻

I literally miss eras tour 😭 it was so fun seeing everyone so excited every weekend

i’m obsessed with this look!

hi! reminder that i'm happy you're alive and here and survived everything you've endured. look around- you made it. you may have some bumps and scrapes and none of us are perfect, but you are so resilient and powerful in all your efforts. thank you for surviving. 🤍🧚🏼‍♀️💫

some of my flop collages 🤷🏼‍♀️

A Juno cover on Glee would’ve been wild

M e I was like oh no guess I accidentally called a dentist/plumber/construction number?

Chappell Roan is seemingly gearing up to release new single ‘The Giver.’ Fans can hear snippets of the track by calling her new fan number.

🚨|Sabrina Carpenter performed a parody of “You Belong With Me” on SNL!