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✨TOYDREAMER✨ 💛 Toy/Toyce 💙 ENG | 中文 🧡 Artist | Illustrator 💜 Business Inquiries: [email protected] 🎨 Hades Game | OCs | Danmei focused and multifandom #charmes
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Still feeling like a semi-sick person but loads better than the days before. Jus hoping my sinuses will clear up soon and my tastebuds will return. Sucks to not be able to taste anything 🥺 Initially thought it’s covid again but the test says negative so I don’t rly know 🫠

Next is a Charmes motherlode from @toydreamer.bsky.social who you should totally buy from if you can 🌟

Have not slept so much in such a long time, if not for the onset of high fever and blocked/runny nose 🫠 I could put snorlax to shame. Slept so much I don’t even want to sleep anymore if not for the drowsy meds pulling me under 😴

Body really tanking due to the lack of sleep from the past week. Clinging hard onto that borderline state and popping all the pills to help with symptoms, rly desperate not to fall sick Cus lmao I can’t handle being sick now 😔

Finally done with all the traditional rites, prayers and offerings stuff. Thinking to rest and sleep but at the same time the mind is also equally restless like it’s unsure where to even restart and begin life again 🫠

Finally heard back a good news I can be heppi about ✨🫶🏻 supplier says that they’re more than happy and honoured to help me out with my memorial merchs request and sent me a sweet little extra condolences message 🥹 xiao touched man Shall start consolidating photos soon ✨

Really hoping with all my fingers crossed that my usual supplier is able to accept my small request of making some memorial acrylic displays of my dad. Cus it’s kinda photo based and not art/design Still that would mean so much to me if they can actually do it 🥺🫶🏻

Gonna pick up dad’s ashes tmr and also there’s so much to do after today. Thank god I had the foresight to just take bulk leave off until the end of this month. Absolutely zero mood to deal with work. To refocus back on life’s track, I will slowly return to making art and looking forward to -

Last day of the wake. Sending him off later in the afternoon. Ur a fwee bird now, dad 🌤️🪽

Was busy with wake arrangements until I had time to look up abit and blessed with the most beautiful sunset today, which felt a tad too coincidental given the time and place. Looks like dad’s sending us a cute little message from above as thanks 🌈🥹🫶🏻✨

Dad has finally passed on. Having mixed feelings about his departure but glad to know that he left comfortably in peace and is probably in a better place, pain free and all. 🙏🏻 Will missed him loads and cherish all the memories, but personally feeling relieved now that this is all over 🥲

Hospice doctor just called mom, informing her that dad’s condition is deteriorating quite some and asking us to come down to visit asap 🥺 Sighs was still hoping he might hold out until his birthday in June 😔 -

1am and done packing. Gonna lay on my bed and rot my brain off for abit. 🫠 Now that US is gonna be off the table, heavily considering EU again. If I do, I’ll have to cut down the products I can ship over cus the representative fees is simply too much since they’re charging by product. I tire 😭

Imma catch a small breath and stone for abit before packing the rest of the non-US orders 🙏🏻❤️ Ever since the stupid tariffs announcement I’ve been rushing between my Etsy store, running out to outsource equipments for work and visiting my dad at the hospice. I hit my quota of the year in 1 week

I’ve drawn him so many times he’s basically tattooed to the back of my eyelids 🤣❤️🫶🏻

Sketched a whole bunch of motivational babies for my Etsy shoppers. Thank keww for all the support! 🥰✌🏻✨

Feels like shipping these day as a tiny ass business who simply wants to make niche merch for niche content is becoming as volatile as the stock market, not knowing what I’ll wake up to the next day First EU now US. I think we desperately need a big red pause button to digest everything first -

Been looking into an EU representative so I can try shipping to EU again and was slapped with a potential 1k cost per year for the materials on my store I don’t even make that much to warrant such a hefty investment man wtf I jus want to make niche things for the niche people. Why issit so hard 🥲

I will be prioritising US orders for the next few days (I’m rly hoping I can get them all shipped out from my end by Tmr so they can reach US soils before 9 April) Orders placed after 9 April will be at US buyers own risk.

‼️US BUYERS FYI: Due to the newly implemented tariffs & revoked de minimis act Purchases after April 9 may be subjected to a 10% imposed tariffs and shop will be closed for an event in May while I monitor the situation Might still open my store but any tariff costs will have to be borne by you.

Just woke up to the new US tariffs coming in May. Sighs at this rate I might as well close shop for good lmao. 2025 just ain’t it for me💀 Also Kinda a blessing I decide to open my store yesterday and will be flying down to buy packages so I can ship them all out soon!

🥳 New Arrivals on Etsy Store 🛍️ Shop Link 👇🏻 Shop will be open until the last week of April where I will be closing it in May for my first boothing event of the year. www.etsy.com/sg-en/shop/T...

Dad’s finally getting transferred to hospice Tmr. Had to take urgent leave Cus they want everyone to be present for a family conference. Tbf idk what I’m doing this week feels like I’m not gonna get stuff done in between the days 🤪

OMG IM SCREECHINGGG Jus found manu can do a mochikororin plush AND IN TWO SIZES AND CAN DO WINGS TAKE MY MONEYYYY IM MAKING A CHARMES PAIRRRR FUCK YEAHHH IM SO HAPPY OMGOMGOMG

Finally back to skritching away on this animation. I've missed the cutest pookie 🥰

Ever felt Jinxed? #arcane #jinx #otherfandoms