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them/him/xem/fae I rant here, sorry twt: transpawjob discord: .kkms snap: transbykai https://en.pronouns.page/@.kkms
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please don't let them put that forced name on my gravestone. I wanna be cremated. I am Kai. I am trans. I'm in the wrong body. I feel a lot of pain and it's making me think I'm going to die. I have no pain tolerance. it hurts bad.

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Love big coats that are actually Dinosaurs cosplay

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A short story

I'm a voice actress now :)

contacting her was a horrible mistake on my part. she won't leave my mind and now I never want to contact old friends again because what if it's the same fucking thing and I end up never forgetting I missed out and fucked up and now they have a better life without me in it. they probably do.

I miss them (they hate my fucking guts and want me dead)

history is repeating itself. my mother is a fuckin bitch and my father is no help. fuck it. I give up, we doing the other plan.

she won't leave my mind. every time I think about her, I can't stop, I hate it. I fucked up just please leave my fucking head

I've felt lower than usual recently and I've had no support. why? I don't need it. I don't ask for it. who cares, yknow? I wanna be left alone, it's the consequences of my existence.

I just sorta shut up. I don't matter. I have never mattered. I will always exist to spite certain people, but it's not exactly living.

I haven't wanted to live for a long time. there's a couple breaks in between but probably been 8 years at most. idk.

I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything

i hate my life i hate my life why am i like this

I'll be homeless for my birthday most likely. I think March, we will be on edge of not affording rent, but by April- we won't have enough to pay rent then.

idk if I should even bother to charge my phone

thank fuck for Twitter limit, who knows what I would have said on there

I hate my life

gofund.me/fdabb365

I have been dehydrated so many times.

I'm a fat fuck. I should stop eating.

i should have never met anyone online in person. i wouldn't have harmed him.

i hate myself.

I did things to him that are unforgivable.

I don't have a happy ending.

putting this here before deleting cuz I need to remember I have a πŸ¦‹ before flooding my Twitter with bullshit nobody needa know.

it's not helping.

burning myself

freezing myself

hate myself

bots be like

okay so let me get this gay

saw this

he read the scriptures. I can't post that stuff here anymore