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i wish i had friendly humans around instead of evil ones

launched fl studio for the first time in a week and failed miserably and even worse than before

(watcher spoilers) look at this guy he thinks i can't see him!!!!!

i wish i didn't have antitalents

(watcher spoilers) what a silly siller

looking at this world it's calming to know i will stop being there eventually

i uploadened soundcloud.com/uefiser/cityh

quick drawery

horror (might upload on cloudsound soon)

slugcats

watch the impermanence take away (blood) (watcher but no spoilers since i haven't really played it myself yet and was just improvising in this one) (does this piece look okay (if it doesn't i might delete it))

should i put content warning for drawn blood (but not gore)

how to feel making music

let's hope i get to feel better when i start playing the watcher

i wish i had the opportunity to draw the full art month or at least even just a third of it

why is this so bad

i had a dream where i somehow went to a therapist and she asked me what is wrong and i said "well.." and sat there silent for 30 minutes because i didn't know how to describe my suffering and then i had my hands cover my face and she snapped me back and said "time is out have a nice day"

day 3 #rwartmonth

i wish buddhism actually offered an actual way to actual nonexistence or at least a way to have skills

day 2 #rwartmonth

i wish i had more time and """energy""" or whatever this magical thing is that makes me able to do art

who did this (day 1) #rwartmonth

when the voices void

it never stops to surprise how much i am incompatible with this world and how i am still sane enough to form coherent thoughts and to make it alive to this point at all

OH M YGOD I FINALLY HAVE INTERNET AT HOME?????????????????????????????? AFTER 3 WEEKS OF WAITING THIS IS INSANE I CAN ACTUALLY CONNECT TO WEBSITES AND SERVICES AND DOWNLOAD AND UPLOAD MEDIA AT HOME and it's fastest than anything i had in the last 3 years this is t

there is no internet in this new place and i ran out of mobile data and the isp i chose (without really any choice) and signed up at still hasn't sent anyone to provide me internet this sucks

i don't know how i am supposed to make art in these circumstances now, this new place is way too alien and ugly and uncomfortable and i feel absolutely desolated

wow i really don't like crying and sobbing multiple times in multiple days and suffering from missing what i had before and having to deal with what i have now and in near future

i have to move by the end of this week i'm so terrified this will be so uncomfortable and i'm scared of having breakdown

i so often have dreams where something really bad is happening or about to happen to me in real life and i open menu and exit as if it was a game like in minecraft when you exit hearing creeper noise i wish real life had this instead of violently forced existence at every moment

i just released thing it sounds like idm edm or something i don't know genres uefiser.bandcamp.com/track/epient...