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Friend of Bill and Everyone else too, dammit. If you think its about you what does it say about you?
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There was a test and they passed. You should be so very proud.

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Barefoot, no bra but I made sure I said sorry loudly to every single person who I inconveniences while I walked barefoot to get the package. It was pretty significant distance that I made noise all the way back home. MEA CULPA MEA CULPA I cried.

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Now I live in a enclave of shitheads in Oregon. I will move soon I hope. Anyways I practically scream that I was so sorry for interfering with their game. And I'm like hollaring. I've got a southern accent and I am barefoot.

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I really did get waaay too much accomplished today. I just walked barefoot to meet a Amazon driver because my ridiculous neighbors have blocked off the road to play redneck tennis. Like they wouldn't let him pass.

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This is very cool. I can both counted-cross stitch AND embroider. I should try it.

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Had an ex who kept his fallen out teeth because he hated himself and could not cope with not being in control of something. He was neither a parent nor a witch. IYKYK

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My first game was a MUD. Which is a Multi User Dungeon which is basically WoW's grand pappy. It was text based. I told you I liked to read. Also there were dragons. And a pit that you could fall into. Often.

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The internet has changed my life. I started playing video games to impress a boy in the computer club.

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Its so creepy to see things being replicated in real life that were just warnings in the art they were perfomed in. Like David Bowie did this in the early 00's. He also talked about the transformative internet

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Also: www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UDk...

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I am the Possum Princess.

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Changed my icon to my patron saint.

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my roomate sent me a recipe for something called "Garbage bread" and it contains my two favs in life: cheese and bread. Also mentions garbage.

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A flying monkey is when a abuser will not talk to you directly but wants to sow dischord. She got my sister to deliver a message which made me react poorly to her causing a big fight. I was like that's it. I'm done.

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What i had learned about manipulative people like my mother is they do like to stir shit. The incident where I had to cut Babysister out because she became a flying monkey

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SO THANKS FOR THAT. I still read tho. So really, it did force me to read babysitter's club and I think my favorite uncle and aunt had given me some of the cs lewis books.

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I mean I knew it wasn't normal but not like that way, right. Like anyways so I sort of turned into a horder where I had legit telling the values of things.

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my roomate was like this is not normal

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His take was "and you still love to read" and I was like yeah I had something to do. But I was crying and it was terrifying. I don't even know what happened. I woke up one morning and they were like get up we are putting you in your room with punishment and a bed

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I told my roomate about the time that I got kicked out of cathoic school for being adhd and then my parents took every single possesion from me except books.

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I FOUND OUT THAT IM AUTISTIC MEANS I GET TO HAVE SPEICAL INTERESTS. Ooooh, boy do I!

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I'm gonna celebrate and set some fires.

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I'm going to get over being paranoid and just follow peoples accounts and stuff. I didn't have a bluesky because i deleted my twitter because i deleted my facebook because i deleted my icq because i deleted my aolonline because i delete me

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I'm also gonna upvote a million cat pictures so my algorithm isn't all garbage.

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I dissociate and scratch myself when I'm upset. As it turns out I have lots of things to be upset about. I will tell you vaseline does work.

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I realy dont wanna get fed political content on this but i guess i will tolerate it.

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I really have seen a lot in my lifetime. So like i'm genx so all that and now ALL THIS. Did we have to do a speedrun. I know I said life is on hard mode but did it go HOLD MY BEER or what?

submitted 19 hours ago • 1 comment

I have learned with narcissists and bullies that they legit do not care and that's okay. They will not change at all. They can't concieve of how they can do better. And it's gonna be at your own expense every single time.

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Linguistics as an autist? I think I can feel it in my bones with someone uses a really good word or shows an incongruently.

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My mother told me that you never ever write down stuff and have other people read it. Even though that I loved to read. I loved literature. All words were were patterns that had meaning.

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another great thing is every treatment they are giving me now involves some thing about expressing what I am feeling which apparently with the CPSTD or whatever it is diagosis

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I bit my nails.

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I remember scratching my knee in front of you while sitting on the dining room chairs and meeting your eyes mother. I had been doing this in some way my whole life.

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I understand that I'm hypersensitive to the nth degree and that I am seriously showing my inward distress outwardly. My last employer thought I was a meth user. A boss once told abusive exbfr who later repeated it to me that they had family that way. Exbf told them i was JUST nuts.

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I have at least two trains of thought at one time and one song. And if it's a good day like they're not like mean. For the past few years it has been all these negative noises.

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Something something ahdh brain something I think memory loss. I can't remember my shoulder itches. Does the tiktok app have my mountain background still? I need to see...

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I understand the chemistry. I get why you can't even risk it. So here we are. Anyways I am trying to eat better and take my meds. I found a site that told you that if you started taking your pill with a special juice you'll remember to do it. Not setting an alarm.

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My level of anxiety is so high that I was able to stay up days without sleeping. People actually thought I was lying. I can't take barbituates because of previous alcohol abuse.

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So hey FRIEND. I made you a present for International Women's Day. You loved me so hard I was able to start fighting for myself.

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He told me hello in Facebook. Which is where I'm going to burn some stuff down. It is part of the algorithm and I'm leaving pretty much all social media. I ran the most interesting experiment with tiktok.

submitted 21 hours ago • 2 comments

So its international women's day and my very good safe friend who has been it for the longest time. I did something in your honor.

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My daughter never had a chance. I'm so sorry. I am so sorry. Now my job is to get my shit together for the both of us.

submitted 21 hours ago • 0 comments

both sides. I have no idea what happened to Mom but I can tell what happened to Dad. It's safe to say mental damn illness is fairly evenly distributed on BOTH sides of the family.

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anyways i love my sister and i would like to tell her that there is a thing such as generational trauma and we defiinitly have it.

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and then I'm like I guess everyone has to go.

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