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More Future, All Bad. I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff. Quotes are agreement. This, that, it/its
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Mistakes were made at some point, this is meant to be March 11th deadline... 25/1100

submitted 1 day ago • 0 comments

So tired I'm basically foaming at the mouth. I had to stay up to get my room renewed, then I had an unexpected gift I didn't ask for arrive while I was renewing the room and then I decided no time like the present and set it up which took a good 3 hrs of work and I'm dying, I should have just slept

submitted 20 hours ago • 1 comment

I need 20 in like the next couple hours I misbudgeted an emergency and forgot a payment that I was going to need to make today to renew my stay for the next 13 or so days, leading to this. AGAIN: need 20 asap. PayPal [email protected] Extra will go to further not-homeless time

submitted 1 day ago • 0 comments

Mistakes were made at some point, this is meant to be March 11th deadline... 25/1100

submitted 1 day ago • 0 comments

I had to get what I could to buy time, basically completely immobile. So we are at 0/1100, deadline of Mar 16th... PayPal is [email protected], will also accept (in fact would prefer) fucking housing instead of paying absurd amts for a hotel room

submitted 2 days ago • 0 comments

1100/2200, I don't think I'll be able to check or repost tomorrow because I am once again sick as hell and have a bunch of fucking packing to do while sick as hell, so this is functionally the last day, just fucking help me not lose everything AGAIN, please

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

1100/2200 (technically a bit more but I don't want to do the math), 3 days remain, again I ask where are the allies, why are my friends who are not doing amazing either handling all of this fucking work

submitted 4 days ago • 0 comments

1100/2200 (technically a bit more but I don't want to do the math), 3 days remain, again I ask where are the allies, why are my friends who are not doing amazing either handling all of this fucking work

submitted 4 days ago • 0 comments

I need this money or real housing by the 25th. Where are the fucking allies?

submitted 5 days ago • 1 comment

I need this money or real housing by the 25th. Where are the fucking allies?

submitted 5 days ago • 1 comment

At what point do I actually give up? It feels close if the only people who can help me are bleeding themselves dry because no one with actual resources gives a single fuck

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

Fuck it. I'm just ordering some food with what I have. I'm so so so fucking doomed and so sick and what else am I gonna do, I gotta pack my shit.

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

Seriously just let me rent a fucking room

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

200/2200, have until the 25th, alternatively you could give me housing so I'm not living in a hotel and then I can pay you rent instead

submitted 7 days ago • 1 comment

One of the weirdest fucking things in my life right now is that a non-trivial part of my support network and easily the best cishet parts of it consists of a bunch of 25-50-ish year old tenuously middle class gamer dudes. The demographics are wretched on paper. Goofy anime and military fetishism.

submitted 6 days ago • 1 comment

I wrote something. It is unpleasant. Genuinely consider before you read it. It is a warning.

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

I wrote something. It is unpleasant. Genuinely consider before you read it. It is a warning.

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

200/2200, have until the 25th, alternatively you could give me housing so I'm not living in a hotel and then I can pay you rent instead

submitted 7 days ago • 1 comment

Nothing so far, have until the 25th for this

submitted 8 days ago • 0 comments

Nothing so far, have until the 25th for this

submitted 8 days ago • 0 comments

Not only do I need housing I need to start raising funds for when I don't get it (seriously I haven't even received a DM about housing, let alone an offer), so we are at 0/2200 once again, PayPal is [email protected] Reminder: this is like 4x rent if I were housed, this could be cheaper

submitted 12 days ago • 1 comment

This was something I got in an argument about with a dear friend of mine in 2017. She was like "they're just trying to keep things peaceful" and I said "and there are actual klan members in hoods walking away behind them, so is it worth it?"

submitted 9 days ago • 1 comment

At this point I really need distraction so I can stay inside until Tuesday while I slowly lose my mind from having to quit smoking cold turkey at possibly the most stressful time of my entire life ALSO I need money to not be thrown out on the goddamn streets still

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

It's really funny that this had to happen on a holiday weekend and that it would take over 100 dollars for one fucking cheap shitty outfit locally so I have to wait until Tuesday to get clothes so I can hopefully do laundry Hilarious actually I am not okay

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

I have a serious issue: I need money to get clothes like ASAP. I have actually nothing to wear literally for real. No clothes. Actually in a way it's kind of worse than that . PayPal is [email protected] and this was so sudden I don't even know how much it will cost

submitted 11 days ago • 1 comment

In addition to the whole thing with hotel funds I need money for food and caffeine today, I am very low energy and there is no caffeine left so I'm completely useless until I get some

submitted 11 days ago • 0 comments