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My name is Val and I'm 20 at this time. I am an important artist. https://valeriehell.bandcamp.com/music https://open.spotify.com/artist/6Fagp3NI73E9OzpUcpKyM5?si=3c6eHcg9T3WnSBXop8tMIw
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Hello again. If anyone has any money to spare please help out. I can even pay back larger amounts after a little over a week I just gotta really get some food. I still have zero dollars.

My new album "World War Valy" is out now. It is the product of 2 months of grueling mental torture. Please listen when provided the chance, it is streaming everywhere.

WORSHIP

crossed chica

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I got a new job and my paycheck won't hit for a bit, so I don't really have any money to get food with atm, I have some stuff left but running out soon any help would be appreciated. I should be good after paycheck hits for hopefully a while. $ValerieHell Sharing appreciated much love.

Update. I am now on medication for ptsd and have not had a panic attack since. I'm doing rlly good emotionally.

we on our way up

pieces for now

it was nice outside do not let my grumpy face fool you i was very happy in that moment

Rent is due and I'm a few hundred dollars short share this around if you can :D I really appreciate it

i am valerie hell.

Idk how I feel abt labeling music as "outsider music"

Mentally I have felt tortured

Please. I can't buy food right now. I need anything. I am losing my mind. I also have a PayPal [email protected]

Anyone please I need any money I'm going to have 14 dollars for 2 weeks after rent. $ValerieHell

the worst thing about barely being able to afford food is the fact that you don't get used to eating so little. im so hungry all the time. :(

family portrait

Idk if I can finish upcoming album depending on how things go. I love working on music it's just a matter of whether or not I decide to self hospitalize.

Recent self portraits

Does anyone have any knowledge or experience with being admitted to a psych ward? I have been considering this for a while now and I think I might need to do something of the like or I will just die.

WORK MACHINE MUSIC VID OUT NOW FLASHING LIGHTS WARNING! www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WuC...

I might be bipolar or I may have developed bipolar disorder. It kind of exactly lines up with my mental state.

Break is ending that was a nice 30 minutes spent stressing out I might get to relax in a few months if I get a fucking miracle. BACK TO THE GRIND WORK WORK WORK I AM A WORK MACHINE!!!!!!!!

I do feel a little bad since I know I could never afford to support artists I really appreciate or resonate with, especially if the relationship I have with the artist is parasocial, so I apologize for any and all begging and promoting of my work.

Sorry to switch off the name your price setup on my Bandcamp, but I genuinely cannot afford to just give this stuff away anymore. If you want it for free you can stream it, but I've been at dead $0 for days and music adds an additional whopping $0 to that. Ty to anyone who has supported though ily.

This meta stuff is not the last of this btw. The current narrative is that trans people are a no go in the business world (current political climate means "trans=less money") so we are likely going to see a lot of other businesses adopting anti trans measures. Shit sucks.

You guys should listen to Mariachi new single streaming it's good

I feel like I should update after a few concerning posts (mostly deleted) and say I'm doing a lot better. New years kitty

AJ sweet

valeriehell.bandcamp.com/track/goodni...

I'm never escaping this

West Virginia and mental health awareness don't exactly go hand in hand. I don't think anyone will ever notice that maybe I'm not just crazy. Maybe one day people will grow the fuck up and not let people like me just fucking die.

You can say anything when you're talking to nobody.

Notifications are getting really close to sending me into a heart attack. I mean this. I could use a break. I don't know.

Had the worst manic(?) episode of my life over the span of the last two days that only really ended when I finally passed out from exhaustion. Not fun.

New Song on BC and YT streaming everywhere else soon. i have been up for a very long time i need to sleep now The The The The The by Valerie Hell out now

I am now using twitter for the sole reason I think anyone should ever use twitter, promotion.

While I have been recently wrestling with this idea that I simply don't fit in or I am being disregarded, I think my way of thinking and my character is very contrasting to social media unfortunately. This shit is understandably, while meaningful, too lengthy for the likes of a post.

I thrived on Twitter (at least when compared to my current presence) but that was before I did a good deal of growing. Social media still can bring me a gross bitterness sometimes by the very nature of statistics and "likes". Perhaps I will take a more local real approach to establishing community

Maybe a blog is more in line with the way I go about sharing my thoughts. I think it'd be more fitting of the sort of documentative nature I have regarding posting. While I am sick of feeling left out in a social landscape, likes don't matter and it'd be healthier to remove that from the equation.

I do research on cash advance apps once and my phone becomes a machine entirely funded by capitalizing on my poverty. In other words, I was looking up info on simple means of borrowing money through mobile apps, and now my phone is constantly reminding me that I'm poor via targeted advertising

i didn't really write the last line with the intent of it being any kind of closer, i was just writing this for a while and i don't really feel like going to that place emotionally for too long, at least not tonight.

poem for tonight. might adapt into a track later. sorry for lack of presence lately but i've been stretched way more than paper thin lately, mentally and financially. if the tone is unclear, this is sort of dedicated and careful, written with a necessary pride in the face of tragedy. very personal.🌼

Update I am sick

Don't worry about the grumpy face I'm good. Might be getting sick unfortunately. Happy December 24th